Thursday, August 20

one thing i hate most right now is having responsibility. i have so much to think of and problems to worry about. i am young but hopeless. its been a couple of times i dreamt about death. it was so scary that when i woke up, my heartbeat was tachy. having too much of work to handle at work till i lost my focus. haiz. i really want to get a better paying job which doesnt make me rush to finish my work until 5.10pm and having 5minutes only to change before i catch the company bus...aiyoo. thinking of getting my own ride eventhough its going to worsen my already ruined finance. and when i do, i just want to ride away and not to think of any worries. so, heck la. i dont want to bother about my finance. i got nothing to look forward for anyway except for my own life. probably a holiday with some weed will be good to get rid some of these tension! Blink 182 - Hold On. I hear the phone, it rings so violently. Can't leave my room, can't breathe since she left me. I will admit, I hate those things I said. Girls always cry, Guys will never admit they did. Hold on...Hold on...Hold on...Hold on... Don't tell me that its over, I'm not used to this temptation. and when you come back runnin' there's no use for explaination. I think that things are too hopeful, even with my expert knowledge. Most girls do mean trouble because they are rarely honest. Whats with the jokes, all the rutines they play? Screw with my head, never give in til they get their way. Guys like to run, Chicks love to yell you see. Guys hate to fight girls think its therapy. Hold on...Hold on...Hold on...Hold on... Don't tell me that its over, I'm not used to this temptation. And when you come back runnin' there's no use for explaination. I think that things are too hopeful, even with my expert knowledge. Most girls do mean trouble because they are rarely honest. Hold on...Hold on...Hold on...Hold on...

Izan blogged @ 8/20/2009 11:12:00 PM

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