| Tuesday, July 26 |
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[my #301 blog entry] 1) do not club when u are not feeling well or recovering from an illness. yes listen to that. i tried to club the other day on saturday night at chinablack since it was free.... was with harith, bud, kin, talib and kenneth. shit la, i saw alot of my secondary school mates there. haha... fuck la, chinablack when free almost half populated with bloody mats lor. fuckers. serve them right that on the other day, half of them got pull out from the club by the Police. anyway, on that day, i could only dance for like 1hour+.... dissapointing. i was feeling very lethargic. and yes, the 6 of us danced to Blue - One Love song. HAHAHAHAHA! and kin was posessed by britney spears when the DJ spinned her song(techno versions) hahaha funny la see you all in action. there's alot of things that i no longer fit and lost touch at.... such as, soccer and guitaring. i just don't have time for all these anymore. oh yeah, im going to thailand next week for 6days. hm, kinda worried cos i've never been there before and not familiar at all with that place. haha, all of ppl i know now are down with the sickness. eelynn, meiqi and kenneth... all sick. pity u guys. haha. get well soon yeah. things that i want to do during national day: 1) go to marina square, you know those long stairs, i wanna see there and see fireworks. 2) bring my camera take lots of pictures. oh yah, do you want to know what do i always do at office on saturdays? yes, i have to work half day on saturdays. so yeah, i will take out my MAXIM magazine, lay it down nicely on my table with some hot coffee and take my own sweet time to read it. i just dont look at pictures la k, i like to read those funny and stupid stuff they have in the magazine... jackass stuff. haha. anyway, i just wanna say something although its somehow superstitious which i dont believe at all... its about this lady whom i got to know at work and we are just friends. she had guys coming into her life as a friend but after knowing them for a while, they died due to freaky accident, 2 of them died in motor accident. geez. anyway, i have this superstitious believe that i feel that im gonna die soon too. lol. like what the fuck man, i have never always believe in this kind of signs of somebody will die soon..... but somehow my body is showing the signs... D'OH! so so anyway, if it really really happens within a year or wat, then look back at this myh #301 entry and tell yourself, 'HOLY SHIT WHAT IZAN SAID IS TRUE!' hahahahaha. okay cut that crap. im going to sleep now... not feeling well. good night! |
| Friday, July 22 |
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i swear that im really not fucking okay. yes, its a roller coaster ride, this life. so anyway, i've been sick. really sick the past few days. it started with a flu on tuesday. how i wish i could have died from high fever. on wednesday i was outside, went to watch 'The Island'. in the movies i was okay.... but after i left... fuck balls, i was shivering. i brought my thermometer along.. it was already 38.4degrees. i got back home in the cab..... i was like a dying man in the cab... the taxi driver was scared... he fucking drove the cab at 120km/hr man. and yeah, when i got home..... my body temperature was 39.4degrees. shit lor, i was so scared till i cried. my whole body was kinda numb. lucky my parents was at home..... on wednesday i was on MC(but i went out! haha)... thursday i took half day leave cos everyone at work said i look really like a fucking ghost..... very pale. but i didnt go home. i went out on thursday after taking half day leave. and today, here i am at home... happily chatting away.... catching up on alot of things... i havent eat my medicine yet... and i can feel the fever is going to come back. lol. alrite, im off from here. you guys take care. i'll see you around. adios~ |
| Sunday, July 17 |
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[a late happy 20th birthday to harith] argh, life is so busy. i have limited time to go online. from monday to friday i was so damn busy. i can't wait for my attachment to end. there's so much secrets in my life that i wish i could reveal. i was supposed to party at zouk on saturday night, i was already at the entrance and about to pay, then i had to receive a call from someone. i tot i could celebrate harith birthday on phuture... but no..... she threatens to break off our friendship if i go clubbing. so yeah, i didnt GO! but its okay la... i rather keep a friendship then losing it. anyway, aunty TIZI was at phuture! basket.. i didnt know that she clubs! haha. on friday before we went to club.... two groups of my friends came into my workplace, the cafe at marina square... talib, bud, kin & harith was there. then came along ji chuan, kenneth and rosalyn. i felt bad la that i had to leave them out of sudden. lucky both group get along well. and i really feel ashamed and pathetic that im like a party pooper cos its harith's birthday man! damn..... sorry dude. anyway, hope u enjoyed your night. then on saturday evening, eelynn called, saying that she & her friends(my friends too) wanted to come by my working place... sorry girl. im not working on that day la.... next time when u come by, tell me... i reserve a nice sofa for you okay. to friends that have visited the cafe i worked at, how's the place man? leave thy comments at my tagboard yah? for now, its morphin time at bed. good night. |
| Monday, July 11 |
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[she called out a warning] hi there. im suppose to be asleep. but i couldnt bring myself to sleep. i just fucking hate my life you know. this blog is somehow like a place for me to let it all out. really hate this life to the core. its so sucky, everything is like a roller coaster now. its been like a few months since we grew apart. im confused with myself. i just want to start all over again with her. im really hoping that she will consider to think about what i've told her. we can start all afresh and be happy once more. all the pictures we took, we look so happy. having fun and feeling youth. you know what makes me feel like this? its all because of being 20, an adult yet single throughout his whole life. okay, enough of my ranting. i really want to go clubbing and dance. but im really committed with my job. never mind, before kin leaves for taiwan next month, lets have a nights out to club. oh yeah, EDWARD IS COMING BACK TO TOWN GUYS in 3weeks time. and this time he's staying in Singapore longer. so that will make 7 of us to club. me, kin, talib, bud, harith, irwank and edward. i make sure i will convience all of them to go. kin and bud will sure go. harith, i bet he will go. to talib, if you are reading this, you better go brother!! i heard from some friends chinablack got free entry? and the new club, Mo Mo... is bigger than zouk... hmm..... anyway here's another favourite song of mine from incubus. enjoy. Incubus - Make Yourself If I hadn't made me Make Yourself |
| Saturday, July 9 |
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Hey, im back online. My laptop is good as new. only new hardisk la.. hehe. they found a bad sector in my old hardisk.... but luckly i had a friend at the service centre.... he helped me to extract out those IMPORTANT AND SENTIMENTAL FILES for me.... like pictures... especially pictures of me and her.... sigh. in that picture... i look so damn happy.... but now, no longer am i happy. how can we actually achieve happiness? can anyone show me or guide me to happiness? i bet most of you are still finding the meaning of staying alive everyday and getting through all this shit everyday... tell you what, you can never be happy for a long time. it will just be for a short while. there's no ending in finding happiness. isn't it true? anyway, last weekend i went to malacca with a girl friend of mine.... just a short trip... but the next day we checked out from the hotel... she went missing. she left me. i dont even know what happened. sigh, girls.... out of no where... they will just throw their temperamental mood at us. she just left me alone lor a malacca. i was fucked up. i had a fucking hard time to find her. something bad happened to me also when i lost her.... but nvm, i dont want to mention it. i really cannot find her.... until the next day when i returned back to work... i saw her.... at least i was relieved. till now, i dont even know why she left me... i just dont want to talk about it with her... im just really scared that she will throw her temperamental mood at me. at least we are in talking terms now.... and btw, we are just friends for your info. its really good to have a friend who have the same hobby like you... like for my case and her's .... its travelling. so anyways, enjoy your weekend folks! im so sleepy...... *yawnz* |
| Saturday, July 2 |
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yes i know i haven't been blogging for quite sometime. sorry about that. im a very busy person. just no more time to sit around at home and slack. im always on the move. my home is like a hotel you know... i go back home late at night most of the time.... then bathe and sleep. i feel bad that i can't spend time with my family..... but at LEAST, i do talk to my mum everytime when im home nowdays. then, the next morning, i'll wake up and go to work. its kinda routine you know.... i have very little social time... even when i have time off from work during the evening, i will spend my time hanging out with someone, a newly found *ehem*. secret stuffs. =) anyway, my laptop is down... =( i sent it for repair... i will get it back soon by next week. i have so much things to say yet so little time.... im blogging from my workplace right now.... some friends told me that my tagboard is useless... always got server error... well guys, i'll get it fixed when im back online yeah? for now, take care you all. i'll be back. |
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