| Tuesday, November 29 |
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i am at a cafe now... relaxing and connected to the internet.... its just so cool to do this. having a cup of coffee with your lecture notes by your side and doing a revision for tomorrow's quiz.... NICE! but suddenly, just old memories starts to flood back in my mind. those happy moments with the minah.... then how things came down crushing my world... but its okay. i can deal with it and have to move on with it. memories are always here to remind you that the past is real. yes, life is unfair... just like a war. countries fight because of political/diplomatic reasons. we humans 'fight' with a lot of things just to survive everyday. sometimes you win, sometimes you lose and get hurt. and when you lose, be a man. stand up by yourself and prepare yourself again for the next battle in surviving this life. i really miss her a lot and practically quite sad now... and guess what, it just rained. suits my mood. Good night everyone. |
| Sunday, November 27 |
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[teh susu anyone?] you know what i have discovered after more than 3years experience working in this service line? 80% of singaporeans are fucking ugly, not in their appearance sense, but their attitude. They are arrogant, snobbish and selfish. Can't they be like ang mohs? I've always love to serve ang moh customers. They are friendly and most of them always start the conversation by saying, 'hey how are you today?' It makes your day you know! Most Singaporean, hah, most of them will come in the shop with a shitty dull arrogant face. I hate customers who are from china. there was once during a transaction, as always, i hand out my hand to collect the money... but this bitch from china, she threw the money, not on my hand, but on the cashier box. wah, that incident really make me hot sia. guess what i did next? i did the same way like how she handed me the money. i 'threw' the money on her hand and she was shocked... and there was another customer on the queue who saw the whole incident from start and just laugh out loud with my actions. lol! anyway, never piss off a barista. that china bitch, she ordered a small latte. Instead of putting just a shot of espresso, i put 5shots of espresso and just a lil bit of milk. overdosage of espresso can cause u heart tension you know? cheers, bitch! =) (this incident happen long time ago but i will always remember) Why can't singaporeans just be nice and smile? Eventhough if you are a customer, when u smile to the person who is serving you, it makes his/her day you know? and when he/she is happy, you will be happy too. A happy customer = a happy shopping experience. =) oh anyway, i wanted to club yesterday but changed my mind. i've been playing LAN games almost everyday during weekdays and on fri or saturday night, you can find me playing pool @ mambo, lucky plaza from 11pm to 3am. anyway, starbucks! here i come!!! =) |
| Tuesday, November 22 |
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[this is a club girl, why you arrive naked?] the wet seasons are here! every morning, it rains and guess what? i have 8am classes from tuesday - friday! damn fucked up feeling when u have to wake up in the morning and force yourself out of the bed when the weather is so nice and condusive for sleeping. damn it, im such a pig. my life is quite dull now but everthing's fine. i really love that Will Smith - Switch (remix version). hmm, a two weeks study break from 19december - 2jan is actually a PARTY BREAK FOR ME! haha. confirm im going to club on 17th december(someone's birthday)... then christmas... power la and i MIGHT join my friends in Kuala Lumpur for new year celebration. hmmmmm... =) |
| Sunday, November 20 |
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i really dislike a person who flirts around when they are attached. i hate their guts. i do know every each of us have our own secrets that are not meant to be told. they know that they have a commitment, they are bonded with their partner but still, they have the cheek to flirt around. why is that so? because sense of loyalty doesn't always stay forever. some of them said, they just want to have fun but they don't mean to hurt their gf/bf feeling.... but subconsciously, there's guilt that they feel when they do such things but still, they still flirt. i strongly believe why a person flirt is because of lust. don't you think so? |
| Friday, November 18 |
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[the hell?] i think someone must have hacked into my MSN account and send message to ppl saying that 'I LOVE YOU'. and aishah(bud's gf) sms me at 10pm++ saying that i was online at 7pm just now and send a 'I LOVE YOU' message to her. WHAT THE FISH? I was actually at LIAT TOWERS STARBUCKS outlet with kenneth! kanina... i'm so pissed off. Anyway, i'm really tired.. i need a long sleep. But i have something to write about how i detest guys who flirt and lie when he's attached. Perhaps, i'll blog about it tmr. Good night. |
| Monday, November 14 |
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[show me the way mr brightside] what a splendid life!!!(sarcasm intended). i've been slacking too much. it's already the 3rd week of school. everything moves at a fast pace. i thought of jogging after i get back home from school, then do some revision.. but guess what? i slept all the way from 4pm - 7.30pm. Woke up and went to watch teevee. there goes my monday... kanina..... lol! i've been minimising my spending and cutting down on my daily diet consumption and that my friend, it's a good sign. healthy lifestyle with a healthy pocket. lol! |
| Friday, November 11 |
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[this delicate balance] have u ever experience something that freaks you out? i just had one a few minutes ago. i was thinking deeply about this person, wondering how that person is doing right now... then a few seconds later, i received a message from that person..... but that person is far away from here. and i did not reply. then a few minutes later i got a call from that same person. HOLY CRAP man. that was freaky to me. |
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die la... Nafpa test is on the 8th of December. die la.. mati mati. the last time i took that test was on 2002 okay! i need a miracle! and today will be the last time i will skip tutorials. its my last semester already. must chiong ah! must die die get grade A's and B's for all my modules this semester..... its a target that i must fulfill. ps: nafpa retest is on the 22 december. hehehe. =) |
| Tuesday, November 8 |
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[everyday, we be burning and not concerning what no body wanna say] wanna know something? suddenly, i feel like becoming a DJ. REALLY! haha! and i'm missing a friend.. but that friend of mine is far away... i think she might be in australia... she wanted to go away(migrate) from this country... and would wanna leave without telling anyone where she's going. well, i hope she's happy elsewhere. =) and yes, i'm missing my friends in bangkok too... they keep telling me that my favourite hip-hop/r&b club in bkk is having its 4th anniversary birthday bash this coming 26th november... and my friends want me to be there.. crazy ah? i feel that one day, when i have loads of money enough to survive of not working for at least a year, i'd love to work in other countries... and if i have the chance to migrate, i'll do it. |
| Saturday, November 5 |
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[wake me up when hari raya ends][LOL!] oh well, hari raya this time does not look so grand/festive this time round for me. I really feel that i don't deserve to celebrate it because i did not accomplish my main target during ramadan which was to fast the full 30days. a few weeks ago, i had some thoughts that i would like to share. anyway, here it goes. Are you a type of a person who waits for opportunity to come knocking at the door for you? Or are you a type of person who knows there's plenty of opportunity available... but you choose not to grab/risk it? When given an opportunity, would you grab it with a negative or positive reaction? When given an opinion, would you anwser it with a negative or positive reation? Well, i believe that, if you are a type of a person who search for opportunity when you still know there's plenty of opportunity out there, you are entrepreneurial. To be entrepreneurial, given any opportunity or opinion, neither good or bad, RISK IT with a positive reaction. If it is a bad opportunity or opinion, assess the negative issue and solve it. That's what an entreprenuer are for 1) seize opportunity given. 2) amidst uncertainty and learn what works. 3) make the business successful. that is what all i have to say from my point of view of entreprenuership. cheers! =) |
| Wednesday, November 2 |
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[...and i sat in regret for all the things that i've done and for all the things that i've said] forgive me for all the sins i've done. forgive me for all the problems i've created. forgive me. i'm shagged and tired. i've not been a good son. the past five days i'm rarely home. but it was fun spending my time with my bangkok friends and JC. went to clarke quay, boat quay, MS road, town... it was really fun la. i will never forget queuing up for 2hours at zouk for halloween night. i was 2metre away from the entrance... then they have to tell me that the ticket for phuture is SOLD OUT. too bad la. tmr is hari raya... and i dont feel the mood at all... i just feel that its like another ordinary day. i have plans.... plans to get out of this country again whenever i can. i was at the airport today sending off my friends.... i just felt like following them back to their place.... i just want to go away. i know once i graduate in february, i will leave this country for 2-3weeks. for now, i am so determined to save up my money. anyhow... selamat hari raya to all my muslim friends. |
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