| Thursday, January 29 |
| hello world. its been two weeks since i last update this blog. been quite busy lately with school and work. oo, today i bought a new soccer boot. i simply love my new striking red and white colour Puma boot.. i hate the last two weeks of both saturdays. the bitch last minute change her plans. on the first saturday, she aint got no money...so nvm, she said we can go out on the next saturday. then comes the 2nd saturday. another time last minute she said she cant go cos her fucking boyfriend's grandfather passed away and the fucker wants her to go along with her to the hospital and she didnt even say sorry at all. i just cannot trust her reasons. this is the fourth time she did this to me. what a heartless piece of shit she is. nvm, she lost my trust on her. i gave up hope on her. i have this sick thought in mind about her... i imagine that she's gonna drop out of school end of this year.... she gonna have her first child at the age of 16.. and then she's gonna shot-gun marry her fucking mat boyfriend.... =) yanti, u fucking whore. i hate you bitch. =) i hope i can see sunshine tommorow. roger out. x) |
| Thursday, January 15 |
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hi. i screwed up my plan on 'screwing her up' phase number1. i eventually asked her out this saturday. i really cant help myself from avoiding 'Y'. its just inevitable. she's just that irresistible. but today it hurts so much seeing her with her boyfriend at her workplace. so much for giving me high hopes and telling me if im gonna be her bf if she's goin to break off with her current bf. oo well, been through this shit twice already. so i tink time will tell me that she's not worth it and im gonna move on. i tink this saturday if she agree to go out with me, well im gonna fuck her life up. yeah man. then im gonna tell her she's not worth my time. lets see if i have the guts to do that... been depressed and talking to myself the past few days. this is scary. i tink i need help.on the bright side, i just got my pay! weee~ got 300++ hehehe. can go shopping liao! gonna have a boring day tml. and hell yeah, ngee ann poly got a Physical Education Module. oo for fuck sake, im 18 and still gotta go for a PE module. wth man. but this time round we can choose sports to play during PE. so i choose soccer! wee~ later dudes.
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| Monday, January 12 |
| hi. just finished talking to talib and harith on the phone. talib's goin to ns in 4hours time. haha. such a pity he and kin have to go ns at the young age of 18. lolx. now i feel so young. lolx. its been a few days i havent make a new entry. been busy working and schooling. went to town on saturday with kin and the rest. he go out from his camp and then took i took neoprint pictures with the rest for the second time in less than 1yr. lol. what a pity i cant send lib to tekong tml. i wish i can but im gonna have a class later on at 8am. there goes our fellowship. now the fellowship is left with 3ppl - me, bud and harith. i almost forgot to wish him goodbye cos yst i got back home at 6pm and slept all the way till 1am. then i called him. lol. oo ya, on saturday, me kin and bud made a pact. whoever gets a girlfriend first will get $20 from each of the losers. lol. kin already at a disadvantage cos the guy spent most of his time in camp nowdays. lol. lets see who will win. i met 'Y' yst and i totally ignored her even when she tapped my back and said hi to me.. i just nodded my head and say hi. didnt even look at her face. thats phase 'screwing her up' number 1 =). phase 'screwing her up' number 2 = not goin to sms her at all even if she starts to msg me. fuck. talib told me that i send him an email that got a virus in it on saturday night. i cant access to my email on saturday night. somthing wrong happened. im scared that some fuckers must have hacked into my account and sent a mass virus email using my account. asshole. anyways, im off to sleep again. bye. hope tomorrow will be a good day. |
| Thursday, January 8 |
| boo! im back. tuesday wasnt a good day for me. had troubled mind. i was having a deep thought about life and friends. im still traumatized for the incident that happened when i was travelling to kl back in december. tuesday was a very bad day for me cos early in the morning i found a crack on my Muvo Nx mp3 player screen. damn it. then went to aiport and wasted my money on food that i cant finish. anyway, yesterday which is wednesday.. was really a good day. school ended at 1pm. then played paintball for free courtesy of the Army. the army had a sum big exhibition in my school and they organized lots of activites. it was a hands on experience for me shooting a paint bullet that was travelling at 328km/h. i got hit lots of time though on my back... and it was fu*king painful. really man, it was worth it. back in december me and the lads wanted to play paintball in Sunway Extreme Theme Park at KL. but the price of a paintball game could cost us more than 100Ringgit and thus, we didnt play it. anyway, haha guys, i got to play it for free! *thumbs up* lol. and then, jeng jeng jeng......... to be continue bcos izan-kaiser gotta sleep now cos he's having a class later in the noon. bye! |
| Monday, January 5 |
| whasszzup. woke up at ard 9 am today. and yes, i didnt go to school for morning class. lol. 1st day sum more and i already skipped class. lol. but i went to school though in the noon for a lecture which lasted for 1hour 30mins... and then we home. lolx! then went to bud's place for a swim with talib, harith and bud. then the four of us went for a steam bath for like 15mins..wow, steam bath really make our skin feels soft. its good for the face skin too. and then we slacked at buds place playing daidee and we had our dinner a jurong point. from today onwards, i will always remember sumbody said 'muah' on the phone to sumbody. only that person will understand what im talking about. =P im so shagged now. gonna have a class tml at 9am. gonna have a long day at school tommorow. and yes, finally, the bitch reply me on sms today. her reason for not sms-ing me for 2weeks was bcos her bloody hi card was low. fucktard. i tink i should move on from her... but b4 that, im gonna screw her life first. lets see what i have in mind for her... =) anyway, see ya! |
| Sunday, January 4 |
| yo! i just woked up 1.30pm. slept at 4am last nite. woah. been sleeping late eversince holidays. man, its very hard for me to adjust sleeping early when school starts tommorow. duh. tommorow school starts at 8am with buisness statistic module to kick off with. wth. confirm tommorow im gonna have monday blues. gotta go to work soon. gonna have a long day a work today. boring.. |
| hello! today was quite a good day. Went out with the lads to queensway S.C and then ikea. Wow, i feel like buying a high-deck bed with a ladder which i can actualli put a study table under the bed. its damn cool. i always wanted that kind of bed eversince i was a child. haha! the bed cost 199bucks... must tell dad to buy it for me. haha! anyway, met two of my old manjen frens at queensway. man, they changed alot. Argh, today a fren of mine got ditched by his gf. wtf man. life's not fair. man, she havent been messaging me since the day i left for KL. stupid bitch. im alone with ma brother at home... the rest at jb. man, how badly i wish i can spenD the night with her. lol! *me slaps himself* dream on izan. oo ya, i bought this month's FHM which includes a diary and a 2004 calender! haha. there's soccer on tv now. later~ |
| Friday, January 2 |
| Hi, im back. Man, today was tiring. Went to worked for a few hours. Finally, my butch boss at work kena transfer out to other outlet. so my outlet will be getting a new boss. weeee~ Didnt go for friday prayers again today.. fu*k. Cant wait to for school to start on monday. I miss my campus. Havent set a foot there for 2months already. i miss the babes in school too. lolx. well, i've got no plans for tommorow. lets hope tommorow will be a fine day for me. sigh, i miss her. later dude. |