| Wednesday, May 31 |
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[lets go raggae] last week at work, Din put up a Starbucks Raggae cassette to play at the store. imagine if you're there, drinking coffee and listening to raggae in the morning. if i was there as a customer, i'll be relaxed and enjoying my coffee with the music. or maybe, it would be great if they serve weed cake and weed tea... hahaha! din told me that if you're in amsterdam, if you want coffee, you go to CAFE. if you go to COFFEE SHOP, they serve all kind of food and drinks that have weed in it. i didn't know that only our country and holland legalize prostitution. wtf? i still remember on my very last day in bangkok, we took a SUV cab(yes they have jeeps as taxi) and its damn nice to have a ride on a SUV. and the taxi driver was playing bob marley's songs. me, harith, nizam and praga.. we were swaying, dancing and singing to the music. hahaha! man, i miss bangkok. =( anyway, i've always wanted to have a raggae song on my blog. so, lets go bob marley; don't worry, be happy! he's the legend. =) |
| Monday, May 29 |
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[he's my hero] he gives me advices, helps me when im in need and brought me up. the other day, i was given a goddamned good inspiring 30minutes lecture from him. i've decided not to accept any job in goverment services. Unless, if i have a degree, then i might. i don't wanna be a seargent in the police force. he said, if i got to join, i have to be an officer instead of a seargent. regimental stuffs sucks; its a YES SIR/NO SIR world. anyway, i'll just stick to my original plan. get through NS, work for a few years, get my degree and settle down. =) my weekends was okay. except that i was really dissapointed that we can't go to sentosa. its a fucking shitty feeling when you tried to gather people for two consecutively weekends to go to the beach with you but in the end, somebody just had to spoil it. maybe one day i shall do that yeah? anyway, other than that, im quite happy. my hero gave me money. enough for me to survive for two months. =) thanks dad. |
| Friday, May 26 |
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yesterday, i spent my entire daylight time at CMPB. in the morning, it was the interview for the post of Aviation Material Specialist that the Air Force offered me. I find it quite an interesting vocation after they gave us almost 2hours of presentation and experience sharing by the old boys. And i saw a few of my old coursemate who also got into this interview!! it was nice seeing you kristie and rachel! Then came afternoon, i had the pilot test. it was not so fun as what i was expecting. The test is somehow a litle more extraodinary than the Psychometric Test that all the guys took at CMPB during medical check up. But this time round, there's joystick, keypad button and a pedal. This test was more to testing our psychomotor. I felt quite stupid when i can't coordinate my brain simultaneously with the other parts of your body during the test. haha! and they told me that to be a pilot, during Basic Military Training(BMT), i need to perform well and get myself posted into Officer Cadet School(OCS) after BMT and then can be considered as a pilot trainee.. WAH SIAO LIAO, i want to be normal le, don't want to be sia kang or siao on all the way!! crazy. anyway, i'm looking forward for the weekends. this is going to be my second last weekend. and sorry, if you're asking me to club or pub, please go to hell by yourself as i don't wish to escort you to hell because i've have call it quit for now. maybe one day..... maybe. ps: to nizam, enjoy sheesha-ing tonight... blow it hard brother. lol, you faggot! |
| Tuesday, May 23 |
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[bo liao part 2] (i ripped off this title from talib's latest blog entry because i have something bo liao to say also! hehe!) i don't know why at this freaking hour of 0235am, im listening to super old school techno song... reminds me of my pri 6 days. remember the trend last time? ALIEN WORKSHOP WAS SOOO SOOO COOL.... to come to think of it, having a silverish alien logo smackdown right in the middle of your t-shirt is damn stupid la. and also, why alien workshop? WHY? and then also, remember those long comb with sharp long ends and it compliments well with long shiny black purse that u used to stick it out from your back pocket of your short tight school pants??? HAHAHAHAHAHHA! OLD SCHOOL. oh yah, back to this techno songs.... does anybody notice how the MELAYUs or simply said, the MATs dance in clubs? damn funny la when u see them dance... really, mats are simply a joker and a joke to themselves. lol! when they dance, focus on their hand movements... then their head and shoulder will shake from left to right, front and back in a vice versa movement. then when they have created enough energy and they get high from the booze, they'll start to do the ultimate dance. their hands are in a cicular motion just as if like they are rubbing a ball..... and they move vigorously like as if they were possesed. so thats how they dance. how about an anticlimax? i'll be there with talib. we shall dance just like them. do it infront of them. feel the energy, feel the 'imaginary' fireball... then we shall do the STREET FIGHTER STYLE(another old school shit): release the fireball and shout 'ADOUUU KEN!!!' WAHAHHAHAHA HAHHAHAHAHA WAHAHHAHAH AHHAHAHAHAHAHA!! |
| Monday, May 22 |
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[wahhhh $80 for a ticket?] the other time i went for incubus concert durin 2004, the ticket was only RM100. and incubus is so well known and popular around the world and to charge us at RM100 is considerably cheap la except that i had to travel 400km to see them. lol. but this time round, an indonesian band well known around this south east asian region... is charging us $80 to watch them perform at the club most infested with malays on saturday night(you should know where it is)!! anyway, i got good news from a reliable source about when they gonna perform and where u can get the tickets. lol! but no matter what, you guys will know it one day. nvm, at least i get to know about it first! hahahaha! btw, you guys know what band am i talking about? its.... kekeke.. find out yourself!! oh, somebody's pissed off with me. and i don't know why. hope she'll explained it to me soon before i go. |
| Sunday, May 21 |
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things/people(edited) that i really miss. 1)my grandmother 2)hanging out with my 2 girl-friends. fina & nisa 3)going to west coast park 4)playing good soccer with my fitness at peak (during secondary school) 5)walking on the path that leads me to my secondary school 6)the talk cock session with the uncles at Keppel Logistic which i worked at during school attachment. 7)that minah. anyway, i saw my new friend at town just now.. check nana out. i saw this double deck bus, full of 'SUPERSTAR' bands from Channel-U. oh please, if only i have a bomb, i dont mind doing another 'a-bomb-that-went-off-in-a-bus-in-london-during-2005' incident. the 'participants' was at the second level of the bus (the second level is an open air concept). 'the FREAKS' was screaming around, waving their hands at the crowds in orchard road. faggots acting as if they are like really a 'superstar'. in fact, they actually look like as if they had just escaped from the zoo... freaking maggots, im disgusted. come on freaks, how popular you can be? this country is PATHETIC for its media. and to praga, go fix the glitch/bug on your goddamned winning eleven 10. hahahaha! |
| Friday, May 19 |
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[and she lay upon the stars] ok, i think i'll go for the 5-hour test at CMPB next week. irwan told me that during the test, we'll be going for a simulation of computerised piloting(its going to be fun!). he encouraged me to go for it... so we shall see how far i can go. anyway, da vinci code was good. was surprised that tickets for its premier today was sold out at town. so, engwah movies at WESTMALL was our saviour! but still, we had to sit the first 4rows. knn. f la. i'm damn lazy right now, my room has never been like a pigsty for more than a week le... but its been like this since i came back from bangkok. 3 weeks already lo!! i left my bed as it was after i woke up and come back home and sleep on it just like the way it was in the morning... suiiii!! so comfortable lo. |
| Wednesday, May 17 |
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[Wtf?] i got back home from work yesterday, i was bathing and suddenly i was day dreaming what if i can become a pilot. HAHAHA! 2hours later, mum came back home with letters from mailbox. i was expecting for others... but suddenly, i saw a RSAF letter for me. this is what was wrote in the letter: You have been identified as a potential candidate to be a military Pilot based on your medical fitness and educational standing. To confirm your aptitude for training, you are invited to take the RSAF 5-hour computerised aptitude selection System(COMPASS). bla bla bla. wtf? did god just gave me a solution to my day dream? LOL! i applied for a post as Aviation Material Specialist(Logistics) with RSAF, not PILOT. This is crazy lo. and you know what, TO HELL WITH IT of dreaming to become a RSAF pilot. come on, we've got to face the fact. the reality is so visible. MALAYS CAN NEVER BE A PILOT IN THIS COUNTRY! RSAF they 'play colour'. but why the hell do they still send the letter? oh i know, they just want to waste our bloody time. a malay friend of mine, he's a top student during o levels in my school, had 3 A's in A levels. he's fit. so far, he's way better than me in medical fitness and educational standing. he went through a few interviews with RSAF. The duration was 3months. at the end, he received a letter from them, saying that he was rejected WITHOUT any reasons. they gave him false hopes for 3freaking months. anyway, i might still be going for the 5hours test since i have nothing to do. i can afford to waste 5 hours on the 25th of this month. am i so contradicting? lol! i just wanted to complain lo... and my dad saw the letter and encouraged me to go... just experience the test since i have so much time. |
| Sunday, May 14 |
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i got this off from Ely's blog.... quite funny because i know someone who's exactly 'mind-fucked'. =) You know you’re mind-fucked when: 1. You could only think of him and his quirky antics till you’re blue in the face 2. You touch yourself and all you could wonder was what it would be like to be touched by him 3. You walked around downtown and through the sea of faces, you keep hoping that you would bump into him 4. You will for the phone to beep or ring 24 hours and that the damn cell would just display his number, and when it doesn’t, you wonder if you should call him or drop him a message instead, and this is less than an hour after his last call 5. You’re actually excited to start a brand new day, eagerly anticipating every hour because mid-day you know you’ll be meeting him, and that alone is a cause for celebration niceee... oh, recently, i've been spending a lot of my online time on friendster, reading and just watching smallville episodes. i can't wait for monday. i'll be going wireless at home from monday onwards! |
| Friday, May 12 |
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a slight basic courtesy will make a person smile. sometimes a person who had done so much for another person, others or a group deserves a simple thank you. at work, i don't know why sometimes customers are so fucked up and arrogant. we prepared their customized drinks at a top quality, we then thanked them for patronizing our outlet and buying our products.... and yet they don't say a word when the received their drink and then just leave without acknowledging us when we actually said loud and clear, 'THANK YOU, PLEASE COME AGAIN!' i dont know why i have this feeling that im actually still expecting a 'thank you' from this group of people whom i've actually help in organising/planning a hell lot of things for them. i know its childish and im not suppose to have this feeling, but i can't help it that only one person out of that group had actually shaked my hand and said thank you. if only you all can be more appreciative... friendship and love will be so much sweeter and memorable. |
| Tuesday, May 9 |
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Peterpan - Tak Bisakah Hatiku bimbang dengan tetap pikirkanmu Selalu-s’lalu dalam hatiku Kumelangkah sejauh apapun itu Selalu kau didalam hatiku Ku berjalan-berjalan memutar waktu Berharap temukan sisa hatimu Mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu Mengerti kau didalam hatiku Tak Bisakah kau menungguku Hingga nanti tetap menunggu Tak Bisakah kau menuntunku Menemani dalam hidupku Jangan Kau mencari hidupku Kemana Kau tau isi hatiku Tunggu sejenak aku disitu Jalanku jalan menemukanmu Tak Bisakah kau menungguku Hingga nanti tetap menunggu Tak Bisakah kau menuntunku Menemani dalam hidupku thats a lyric of a song from my current favourite Indonesian band. Indo music are okay alright. they are different from typical malay song. i remember waking up everytime in the morning while at bangkok, Nizam would be playing Peterpan mp3 songs from his phone and then ritz and himself will be singing... lol! (disclaimer: this ain't a gay-ish entry okay). anyway, sorry for not blogging so much. i just dont have time to do so. firstly, i would like to welcome talib into the club.... well done brother, u made it to the 21years-old-club. and happy 18th anniversary to amalina. hope u enjoyed your MOS experience. i dont really enjoy myself clubbing anymore. i was kinda bored last saturday in liquidroom. sooner or later, i have to call it quits. anyway, i have something to say. Like it or not, LOVE IS MEANT TO HURT. i'm hurt, really hurt right now. i just don't know what happened. But i do know this, i'm a such a cruel person. i say things that are not meant to be said at all to a person. i didnt mean to say it, but i think it's just crushed future and past memories made me do this kind of stuff. i'm just crazy and i think i do need help in order to make myself a better person. |
| Monday, May 1 |
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seriously mate, i have problem sleeping. my bed time is after 3am. and i'll wake up by noon. did u read about an article on saturday's Newpaper? its about a kid who's having a real big problem about sleeping. he sleeps only when the sun comes up. fuck, there's something wrong with me. oh, anyway. sunday was really a good day. my friends came over to my place... we had a mini tournament of Fifa 2006:Road to World Cup on my xbox360. guess who was the winner?? hehehe =) later in the day, the same group will be going to praga's place. we'll be kicking each other ass again on Winning Eleven 9 with his PS2. sweee... what a good life. i wish i had this kind of life when i was having school holidays during pri/sec school... but i guess its good that i was brought up this way. im not a spoilt brat afterall. =) |
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