| Sunday, July 30 |
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i'm just bored right now... i'm left with 5more hours. ok lets talk about what i do every weekend when i book out... there are things/people that i look forward to and top of the list are my parents. things that i do on my precious saturdays (in following order). 1) once settle my laundry, get dress and head to town. 2) once at town, i drop by starbucks and get some coffee. 3) meet my friends and once i get to see their face, confirm plus chop they will comment about me always getting coffee first before meeting them. wth, coffee once in a week will not kill la ok. haha! 4) dinner then either movies or slack. 5) back to home in the morning latest by 4am. and my sundays are for family. strictly for them. =) ok la.. nothing else to talk already. super bored ah... i think i go to sleep now. laters, see you all next week. |
| Saturday, July 29 |
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[i'm a mohawk warrior, just walking down the line] 1 second wasted, 1 second gone. time is that precious. within seconds, you could still either be alive or dead. its all up to us to make it through the day feeling satisfied about what we have done. life is short. but i prefer to make it as sweet as possible. i want to have better and happy memories about my past. i know, i was a bad person. i did too much sins. i wish to make myself and people around me happy before i go. =) anyway, 2weeks of confinement was over. we had our field camp... straight 7days of jungle training. really pain in the ass training. we bathe only once throughtout the 7days. it sucks. but firing my rifle with blank rounds was fun. i'm physically drained now but still mentally strong. oh for your info, im in Mohawk Company. the 2nd fiercest(siong-est)company in BMT. hahaha. i'm happy that i got through 7days of fieldcamp hell from this company! 5more weeks and i'll no longer be a chao recruit! =) |
| Sunday, July 9 |
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nature view at the darkest time of the night is the most exciting part to be at... oh hi, i just got back home! and in approximately 8hours time i'll be back in camp! oh what the hell, i won the TEKONG LOTTERY last friday night. Tekong lottery means i had to do guard duty! oh yes it was for 24hours(from saturday 8am to sunday 8am). so i saw my bunkmates going home while im still in that sunny island. and the worst part of all was that i got posted to guard the Live Ammunition Dump. Its right all the way in the middle of tekong where you can hardly get reception on your mobile. but thanks to my auto-roaming service, i was able to use malaysian line! =) it was quite okay when we started to walk around the highway and the Ammunition Dump area... total distance for one round was approximately 800meters and each shift takes 2hours. We were suppose to do 2 rounds of prowling and guarding the area..... there's nothing much to see cos when i turn left or right, its the freaking jungle! everything was okay during the day. but when it comes to night.... HAHAHA! THE STUPID HIGHWAY LIGHTS NOT WORKING! WTF! its pitch black ah! power la! so instead of doing 2rounds, me and my buddy did 1 round which took us 10minutes only!. then we sat at the road side, talk cock, sing song and stare at the sky for 1hour and 50minutes... like that also syiok la. can la. and we're lucky that we didnt get to see 'it' except for some wild boars and some snakes and heard creepy howlings from the dogs in the jungle.......... end of story..... hahaha! ok, update of about me. i'm doing fine. the people that i think about everynight are just my parents and my close friends. things are doing just fine for me. and i miss working at starbucks and my colleagues especially hannah! thanks for the testimonial yeah? i'll see you soon hannah! |
| Monday, July 3 |
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[...and now you have to make a choice. Just Detach.] A month ago, i picked up a new habit. Its called reading. Now i feel that another new habit is coming in. A week ago, i watched two movies. It was Silent Hill and She's The Man. The last weekend, i caught Superman and Just My Luck. Wtf. Its time to get that SAFRA membership card, so i can get $1.50 discount to watch movies during weekends. 'Just My Luck' is just one hell of a girl show. It's okay if you watch it with your girlfriend but not with guys because you will have that fucked up feeling at the end of the show and start to ask yourself why the fuck did you watch this show in the first place. I watched it with my faggot friends... irwank and edward. haha! talib's band performed on sunday at paragon. Honestly, they played well but some songs are a little bit off. The singing tempo was faster than the guitar. Nonetheless, thumbs up to them. they played my favourite songs like Muse - Our Time is Running Out and Unwritten Law - I'm Seeing Red. Great Performance! Anyway, i'm still reading this book called 'Tuesdays With Morrie' by Mitch Albom. Some of you might have read it or heard it because its one hell of a good book. Don't know why but this book heals me spiritually eventhought its just a storybook. It teaches me a lot of things about life. One of the qoutes that i can recite is about Detaching Yourself from EMOTIONS. Do take sometime to read it because its worth it. Take any emotion - love for a woman, or a grief for a loved one. If you hold back on the emotions, if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them, you can never get to being detached because you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails. But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is, you know what love is and you know what grief is. And only then you can say, 'All right. I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment.' -end- So everytime i tell myself, part of life is experiencing something. We experience a lot of things; some good and bad ones. And i tell myself, experiencing something is temporary. sooner or later, it has to stop and it will be just memories and can be applied in the future. So experience it fully while it last. Then just detach from it and move on. =) Incubus - Echo There's something about the look in your eyes Something I noticed when the light was just right It reminded me twice that I was alive And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight My biggest fear will be the rescue of me Strange how it turns out that way Could you show me dear...something I've not seen? Something infinitely interesting There's something about the way you move I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing More subtle than something, someone contrives Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you Strange how it turns out that way Could you show me dear...something I've not seen? Something infinitely interesting ps: i will never have a number 1 haircut ever again because i really look like a leukemia patient(maybe it might be a preview of what might happen in a few years time? haha!) and i spent $49bux on a Volcom Flexicap just to cover my head. what a waste of money, but i like the cap. :p |
| Sunday, July 2 |
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I want to go home, but my PC say no no no and my OC say screw you. I don't want to lead an army life, I just want to lead a normal life! Army life is so boring. they make you fit but they make you stupid. They want to transform us into a thinking soldier, but they don't have any thinking-session class. Its all physical training everyday. Anyway, all this, i can still take it. so no problem for me yet. Anyway, i lost 1kg already. good for me. by the time i finish btm. i hope to lose 5kg. the fats on my belly must be converted into 6packs. hahahaha! i really regret to say this but i'm really unhappy with this person. i badly wanted to see her last week. we've already set a date whereby we can meet like two weeks before. she said ok. 4days before my book out day, i've informed her. followed by the subsequent days, i reminded her again. but none of her reply came. i'm awake from 5.30am - 10.30pm daily but i only have 1hour of free time from 9.30pm - 10.30pm. that one hour, i can do my laundry, bathe and prepare for next day as well as make a few phone calls and smses. but this person, she has ample time to reply me. It's just a simple yes or no whether we could meet up or not. BUT NO....... she said that i just don't understand and don't know how busy she was at work. its okay that i have to put away my plans just to wait for her reply because i priorities her first. but what i cannot accept was her unpoliteness. never mind its okay. all this are just a test for me to face. i am very patient nowdays unless if its too much. Army makes u a better person. =) |
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