| Monday, August 29 |
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I'm like so damn bored now la. haha. why is it always that I always have writer's block? hmm... I had something to say in the morning just now... But I just couldn't remember what it was. oh anyway, its the last week of attachment... Today is the last Monday. Tomorrow is the last Tuesday in keppel.... And so on..... Damn, I can't wait to have a long good sleep starting from next week. But obviously, I'm gonna miss the uncles at my workplace... Damn funny old chaps. anyway, this question just pop up in my mind... I believe that Singapore is doing its very best to protect our country from terrorism. But I'm not sure how well will we be able cope to such terrorist attacks. From my own point of view, we will definitely be crippled. duh. Hmm. I'm bored. |
| Wednesday, August 24 |
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how about this. on monday, i was heart broken. at the same time too, at home. my squirrel died and i didnt know until today. on monday after i came back home, i saw my squirrel's double deck house hanged upside down.... i thought my mum just cleaned it or wat and i was thinking to check the squirrel out after i get out from the toilet. but somehow after i bathe, i just forgot about it..... on tuesday i was out the whole day... working the whole day. then today i asked my bro.... where's my squirrel? then he said its dead and buried on the flower pot outside my house. fuck...... its such a bad week for me. and coincidentally today, i just had to find out something that really hurts me also. i fucking hate liars. but nvm, its okay. its all over... at least now i saw the truth infront of my eyes. so yeah. its cool now. anyway, how does it feel to lose a grandmother last week? then this week, your stepdad is under critical care unit because of cancer? Man, i feel sad for my kin.... be strong brother... people come and go. so dont let the world brings you down, not everything(its suppose to be 'everyone' but nvm) here is fucked up and cold.... cheer up man. we are here for you. |
| Monday, August 22 |
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it started out as a friendship. dating a girl who is single is totally a different feeling from dating someone who is already in a relationship. that happeend to me twice and never will i do that again. being single all my life, sometimes i feel that its a blessing in disguise bcos who knows that god might have something in planned for me in the future. but all the times i just felt lonely. its been almost a year now that i've got to know her. 2months after getting to know her, we dated each other. i fell in love with her but right at the start she warned me that she doesnt want any outcome from us dating. but eventually we fall for each other. but im just very inexperienced and get jealous easily. we had LOTS of great time together, took lots of pictures. but if only i could share our pictures in my blog, but its a promise that i kept. at that point of time, she just dont know what she wants. as for me, im down here waiting impatiently. soon, we quarrelled. then it became uglier. it really suck. i was really childish, seriously childish. i should have compromise and just relax. but seriously, it was stupid of me. it hurts when i think about the past and looking at my old entries. indeed, i've learnt a lesson. but today, i've got to know something, she did actually expect something from us, but it just didnt work as what we want. i'm really hurt that im not given a second chance, but its a fact that i need to face. i'm really a change person and my attitude, i dont get angry easily anymore, i take things as it is. i rather take care of a person's feeling that hurting her. its better to keep someone than losing that someone right? this past few months, i've been thinking over and over again about what i have done to her. sometimes i just call talib and break down on the phone for no apparent reasons but i lied cos actually i break down because of things that i regret saying which really hurt her in the past. i just couldnt forget it, it haunts me everytime. i guess is just too late to turn back time, i will let it be as what it is. i've tried my best but i will never give up. just giving time and space to ourselves. the only thing that keep me occupied is just by working and working. im just tired from this life. im seriously exhausted. good night and good bye for now. |
| Wednesday, August 17 |
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[FINALLY] FINALLY i have time to blog. goodness gracious me, i've been having problems with my laptop.... i can't even upload my pictures to photobucket. damn it. lucky its okay now. don't know what happened suddenly then can use it again. haha. anyway, i really miss bangkok. the things down there are so cheap. and yes, the girls down there are beautiful. me and ji chuan agreed that 70% of the university girls there are pretty and yes EVEN the BOYS are handsome okay. i dont know how many university/college there are in bangkok cos it seems that alot of them are wearing the same school uniform but from different faculty. anyway, we went there for one thing, for our business. we got a few stuffs back home and selling some of it already. and yeah, on saturday night, we went clubbing there. the ambience is nice and we made some friends. then the next day, our new thai friends asked us to come to a clubbing area..... its called RCA (equivalent to Muhammad Sultan of Singapore).... got lots of clubs in that area.... cool shit. the club we went to was called Route 66. its a damn big place la, they have 3DJs ok! their musics are damn nice la.... BETTER THAN PHUTURE(ZOUK) OKAY! but they dont have dancefloor. lol. cos all around the place, they have tables only. no cover charge. so people were dancing around the tables and drinking... and they close at 2am.. pathetic la..... but still, its a clubbing experince that i will never forget. after they close, we went to a restaurant nearby and took some pictures. here they are. JC is infront line up with kimberly. while im at the back with a REAL GAY. im not joking balls, i didnt know he was gay at the time we took this picture until the next day then JC told me he's gay. see how close he was with me? damn it. haha and look, JC LOOK SO SOBER IN THIS PICTURE! hahahahahha! just kidding!  JC and his thai fling..... RIGHTTTTTT..... hahahah  it was really fun having thai friends. they are really cool, humble and respectful people. that gay is really nice by the way. he owns a restaurant. and keep telling me when i come back next time, he wants to bring us to his restaurant and treat us makan. hey btw, i got myself a squirrel from bangkok. alot of people saw the picture below and thought it was a frog... dumbass.  so thats all for now folks. the next entry, i'll post other pictures i took last week while edward was around in singapore. take care. |
| Sunday, August 7 |
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[a beautiful sunday in bangkok] hell yes, i wanted to blog while in bangkok. had this opportunity to do so BECAUSE im not feeling well. been vomitting but it stopped after the wonders of coca cola. haha. its 3.30 in bangkok now. its one hour late than singapore time. im at the hotel internet room. not bad for a 2star hotel to have a high speed internet. my first 3nights, i had to sleep in a suite hotel courtesy of ji chuan's friends. we only paid like 70SGD for 3 night stay in that suite. cool huh? but its too far away from the town. not happening. so yea, we decided to transfer to another hotel. that process of transferring hotel was really sickening. had so much trouble. won't tell u in detail la... i really miss sleeping in a queen size bed ALONE when in that suite.... now i had to cramp into a single bed at this 2star hotel. anyway, they actually asked if i mind sharing a king size bed. HELL NO i sleeping with another guy in a same bed. both me and JC was like saying smackdown straight to that guy's face, NO! lol. so anyway, im flying back home(YES FLYING,lol) tomorrow night. damn, how i wish i can go back home earlier, i was told by someone that a friend is under observation in NUH last night. i need to visit that friend asap! aiyoo.. alrite, im off to go somewhere near. just wanna walk alone....... oh shit it just rain! haha. |
| Monday, August 1 |
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[goodbye for now] wah, the past 1 week was a hectic week for me. yes, busy with work. im so busy that i havent pack for my trip, which is in like 30hours time i think(lol, i lazy to count the time; anyhow shoot only). and i have to work tmr morning at keppel 8am-5pm. Anyway, there's nothing to pack la... except for a few clothes... ah yes, clean my room. im gonna miss alot of people la. okay, i will publicly annouce who i will miss, its you. HAHAHA. lame. Stealth is a good movie bcos they played 'Incubus - Make A Move' lots of time and its the favourite song of the Artificial Intelligent Fighter Jet. im not kidding! haha. talib, watch that movie man. you will love it. okay, before i forget, i wanna wish my sugar baby eelynn for her 19th birthday! Once i get back from bangkok, tell me what you want to do on your last year of youth okay? and to my 'aunty' i will definetly miss chatting with you. haha. okay, once i get back from bangkok, we all must go clubbing on the 12th(friday) okay! alright you guys, pray for my safety in bangkok okay? i want to come back in one piece healthy bcos i want to see the minah... miss her so much.. alright, im off from here. Take Care you all. Anything just give me a call yeah? See ya around. |
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