| Tuesday, June 29 |
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bonjoύr.
hmm, my 1st french language class was effing boring man...geez, the textbook is gonna cost me 40fucking bucks(i regret taking this language)... the lecturer is a half french half german lady. she's hot and sexy. hehe. went to work after school ended at 12. got a private call after work. it was yanti. i actualli lost contact with her for 2months already. but suddenly she contacted me. then we met for a while. she's still the same old her. sexy and still cute. but too bad i move on from her and anyway she's still attached. i tink im gonna turn in myself early tonite. too tired. need a long sleep. au revoίr. |
| Monday, June 28 |
| school was great today. finally im in 2nd year. =) great to see my classmate again. seeing them makes me reminisce the good times we had during our chalet. we got a totally new block from our department. cool shit man. everything's new except that they dont have vending machines. lolx . the air con system was totally damn cooling. but i still miss the old block 56. i wanna go jb again... but im broke. gotta save money also. damn it. so many things to do yet little resources. now then i realise i have 100 contacts in my msn. lolx . ok. gotta sleep early tonite. got school at 8am tmr. |
| Sunday, June 27 |
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hmm, went to JB with serene. just the two of us. then we met our malaysian classmate at City Square,JB. the trip with her was fun la. she's a type of person who can tag along very well! during our trip there, we eat alot la. then our malaysian frens brought to eat at this back alley hawker centre behind city square. i can get a 'Ikan Bakar' at only 8fucking Ringgit. damn cheap and nice! we went to 2 shopping centre on our trip as well as Holiday plaza. There's lots of new dvd titles(fake ones)there. gonna go there another time and buy it. then in the late evening, we had supper at this restaurant called "Singah-Singah Selalu". nice food la. then my malaysian fren send us back home to our doorstep with his mum's BMW. so cool.
2 more days for school to start! |
| Saturday, June 26 |
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dry your tears with love.
hmm. u guys better go watch this korean love-comedy which is showing in the movies now. its called Windstruck. its damn funny, the main actress is super-cute, the story line was good. ITS GOD DAMN FUNNY OKAY but the ending was quite sad. somemore during the emotional scene, they played this song by called Tears by X-Japan. wah,so touching.muahahahaha. damn, england is out of euro2004. stoopid beckham. he shall not ever take another penalty in major events anymore in his life. ARGH! ======================================= Loneliness, your silent whisper Fills a river of tears through the night Memory, you never let me cry And you, you never said goodbye Sometimes our tears blinded the love We lost our dreams along the way But i never thought you'd trade your souls to the fates Never thought you'd leave me alone Times through the rain has set me free Sands of time will keep your memory Lover everlasting fades away Alive withing you beatless heart DRY YOU TEARS WITH LOVE. X-Japan - Tears. |
| Thursday, June 24 |
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oh no it happened again.
im love-struck again. im feeling down down down down........ she s cool, she's hot and she's my friend. i tink this feelings toward my crush is getting greater and increasing day by day. what the hell. i do wish to futher my relationship with her but maybe it will bring us to no-where one day... its just better off being good friends i tink. maybe one day i will reveal who she is. i told her that im having crush on this someone(which is actualli her) but i didnt reveal who that someone was. she kept asking all day long. she didnt noe that that someone is actualli her. damn, this kind of situation sucks man. i hav to make sure i get rid of this feeling before it gets worse. for a start, i will lessen my sms to her. damn. i've gotta be strong when things fall apart. honest this breaks my heart. so thats my short story of a lonely guy. |
| Tuesday, June 22 |
| weee. england is through to the quarter final in euro2004!! hail wayne rooney! anyways, i made sum changes to my blog. put up links with pictures. cool ain't it? especially my favourite brand, quiksilver. im gonna put up some more pictures sooner or later. cant wait for school to start. i've heard we got a new bulding for my department. hmm. for now, im gonna report myself to dreamland. chow~ |
| Monday, June 21 |
| i need alot of sleep. had a night bus journey to KL on saturday. but before goin to KL, i went out with my serene and gang again to cineleisure. watched 'UNDEAD'. stoopid movie but with lots of gory stuff. e.g, lots of blood, a zombie smashing a human head then eat the brain, lots of cursing(funny ones). ALIENS too. yucks. then i met matt-kin for a while at 9pm. then i went to JB met my mum and the rest. i reached KL at 5am. totally dead. fucked up man. i was so sleepy yet we walked all the way to the Monorail station. didnt want to take taxi cos they are bunch of losers who always cheat the customers like us. so basically, did lots of shopping at Mid Valley Megamall, Suria KLCC, Petaling Street and Sungei Wang. we walked all the way and rode all the 3 different Train companies in KL. stoopid & lousy train system they have there unlike our MRT. when i got back at my aunts place in JB, i rode my cousin scooter, damn fun! felt like taking a motorbike license but, again, dad do not allow me. dats all for wat i did the past two days. im off to sleep now. Weee~ |
| Thursday, June 17 |
| i had fun on tuesday going out with my classmates to town. went to breeks for lunch, watched harry potter(finally!), played pool and bowling. and there goes my money. and i bought a shirt. total money spent on that day was ard 130bux. duh. after they left, i met bud and lib. went to borders to find this book called The BooK oF AnsweR'. u have any doubts, think for at least 10seconds and hold the book. then ask the book a question in a manner which u expect an anwser which is a yes or no kind of reply. then u flipped through the pages from back to front without looking at it and stop when u feel like it.. its funny la when u get the anwser. quite fun le. but very obesessive bahx cos u start to depend on it to find anwsers. lucky i didnt buy the book. its quite expensive though. 36bux. hmm...i still remember. i asked the book, 'will i ever get a girlfriend?'. and the anwser was...'save ur energy.' straight away me, bud and lib broke down laughing. lolx. |
| Monday, June 14 |
| hello there. im back! my back and ass hurts man. i tink there's bruises but i cant see it. lolx. all thanx to the long vertical slide at A'Farmosa water theme park @ malacca. if u guys drive through the North South East Highway in malaysia, and when u're reaching to the junction Ayer Keroh, Malacca, u can see two bloody blood rushing water slide near the highway. its fackin' tall shit. u noe how many flight of stairs in need to climb just to take that slide? 9 level of stairs with 14steps each. its like 7-storey flat lor. kanina, when i reached the peak, my legs were trembling. u can feel the g-force when u go down the slide. but when u reached to the bottom, ur ass will slide through a puddle of water....and the feeling sucks 1)its like u got a spanking in the ass. 2)u boxers/undies will get stuck up ur ass crack. i've got all the action of me goin down the vertical slide in a video cam. lolx. i took that slide 9times man. i was totally shagged when im done with it. lolx. thats the only fun ride in A'Farmosa. the rest of the rides sux and the water is murky especially in the lazy river. yucks. im looking forward to go out with my classmates tomorrow~ till then, later~ |
| Friday, June 11 |
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hello there. im feeling down. i guess i see you guys next week. i wont be blogging cos i wont be around here for a while. here's another song i've created. its original okay! for now, take care y'all!
izan - my crush. i had that dream again about me underneath the grove of sycamore. that place was void of all passion. my dream is made of useless delusion. im lost without you. until the day i find the one, i'll be a rebellious subject to love. but i think i found the one, its you, its you girl. how can i live without you. chorus: i swear that i will drink together with you and drown all our sorrows together. i swear that i will make this feeling go. im sick of boundaries. my life has just lost all meaning. it feels like yesterday when i held you so close but i knew you will never belong to me. i feel im gonna break down. your voices still lingers in my mind but being profaned to the name of love, im cursed to be alone forever. |
| Thursday, June 10 |
| i still remember during my chalet, friends told me if u drink alcoholic drinks, u need to burp out. if not u will get drunk much more faster. i wonder what's the scientific reason for it...hmm. anyways, im taking up french for my elective module in my second year in poly dude! coolness. wouldnt it be cool if u can curse ur friends in french? lolx. if only ngee ann offer chinese language class as an elective module, i will instantly grab the chance. at least i can understand and communicate in mandrin with my classmate. damn being the only malay in my class. bleah~ im feeling that i've been drifted apart from my close friends........dunno la. i hope they all are doing well. |
| Wednesday, June 9 |
| hm, my body is weak and im coughing alot. too much phlegm. another turning point in my life. im having a crush at this chinese girl(dont ask me who she is!). heh. but i know, it wont last long. she's just too kind and treated me so good. i wont tell more cos i dont even wanna give a clue who she is. im freaking bored @ home. |
| Tuesday, June 8 |
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May God Be Merciful To Me.
chalet was quite good yesterday. i felt that now i have stronger bonds with my poly classmate. had bbq which we all couldnt finish. i was the only malay there. felt left out abit but then they did their very best to accomodate me. then, they were talking about drinking. then i thought, 'hey why not try it?'. hm, where did my faith go last nite? i had a full bottle of caramel vodka(5% alcohol), then 1/4 bottle of e33 vodka(8.6% alcohol) and a sip of ice tea vodka(quite nice this one). my first time drinking. it sucks dat bad. i was drunk a lil bit. but still can walk straight. i slept at 6.30am. woke up, body aching and headache xia. cant walk properly too. lol. thats gonna be my first and last time drinking!. im goin to sleep now. as i sat in regret for all the things that i've done. for all that i've blessed and all that i've wronged in dreams until my death i will wander on. audioslave - like a stone. |
| Sunday, June 6 |
| never in my life i've been so tired working. im feeling so jaded and not-so-myself. i need a long rest and get back to my oldself. thats why im goin for a chalet tomorrow at downtown east with my classmates.i hope im gonna have fun. im still waiting for a day when i can watch harry pothead. i miss you. |
| Saturday, June 5 |
| yeah, im gonna watch harry pothead later after work. hmm, im actualli very contented with what i have now. good friends, supporting family, leading a simple life....but theres two things that i really want. there's tv in my room, but something is missing which is, A DVD PLAYER!!! thats what i want. and... i need to shop for more Quiksilver/Ripcurl/Volcom shirt, 3/4 pants and a pair of Vans shoes. perhaps a new laptop bag for my laptop will be good too if i have extra money to spend. heh. its like i want a new set of wardrobe before school starts again xia.lolx. but for now, i'll just keep my shopping list on and on until my pay day.... |
| Friday, June 4 |
| wooooo. yesterday i was attached to work @ scotts shopping centre coffee bean. lots of chicks down there man... heh. went to work with fifi. hmm, hav to work later again at 2pm. harry pothead: prisoner of azkaban is hitting the movies. gonna watch it on saturday. im feeling dejected now. hmm, i feel so useless, nobody wants me. duh. |