Saturday, February 26
[precious moments]

work was fun today i guess. cos someone special came over to my place. my boss was such an ass for disturbing me when that special person came. he knew i was very excited and he went on saying something loudly like this, 'khai, i was once young too!' hahaha. paisei la~
oh anyways, was suppose to go for the gig at substation today to do my final project for my elective module... but i was lazy la. i knew my friends are lazy too... so i decided to cancel it and let them continue with their own plans cos i suddenly had a plan too~ finally we fulfilled our long time plan to go town together right girl? haha!

updates on my life: its kinda messy and tiring, but at least im having fun. i just dont want to think too much. im just treasuring every moments while im still at school. its kinda funny you know, its like im left with one more year to go but im starting to miss school every second when im at home. i dont think im ready for NS yet, im so unfit!

Izan blogged @ 2/26/2005 11:47:00 PM

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Friday, February 25
[release thy innervision]

TODAY, was indeed a very fun day. it totally made me reminisce my childhood. i know when i was like 10years old, i will always play BLOCK-catching, play playground-catching after school with my neighbourhood friends. those were the golden days yeah? i bet you were like that too unless u had a lifeless childhood. haha.
i was pleased that my plan worked out today. planned a mini birthday party for Peh Thong Kiat aka Javier. we ordered pizza! total of 6 large pizza to feed 18ppl. more than enough la... LoLx.
after the feast, the real party started courtesy of the 1kg flour we bought. to kick it off, i sabotage him first. man, javier look so pathetic. but that guy didnt gave up chasing us. strong fighter but weak at sportsmanship!
kenneth got hit by the flour badly, his hair was grey; now i can slightly picture how you will look like in 20years time! hahaha!
javier ran like a dog man. he chased me and kim around few blocks, up and down the stairs... and i was RUNNING with my laptop lor. hahaha. but too bad, i was too fast for javier. hahaha!

damn, i think alot of people saw us and i bet they must be bitching about us, 'poly students but still act like secondary school children'. haha, but i dont care cos WE all were having fun. hahaha.
then came the toilet incident. i was at mano-a-mano situation with javier. u bitch, u pulled my hair okay. you were lucky that i was too weak(from running) to control you and the flour! haha... i pity the auntie who gotta clean up the toilet... it was totally in a mess. i regret wearing black today. lucky there was a bazaar at the atrium. so i bought a Deftones t-shirt with a rainbow design. cute t-shirt, i like! and i became broke after that. thanx yah javier.

anyway to javier, dont worry yah, whatever harsh things said or called you names, i never meant it yah. you know i will always joke around okay boy. you are the man. cheers dude.

ps: sorry if there's alot of grammar mistake. im lazy to check it. i only had 3hours sleep last night okay and i havent sleep till now. good night world.

Izan blogged @ 2/25/2005 10:09:00 PM

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Thursday, February 24
[the sky was bruised, the wound was bleed and there You led me on]

i really need a break badly. need some entertainment or have some leisure time. i was thinking of going to west coast park after school today. but no1 to accompany me. sometimes when i need a company, that person is just not available or just giving me plain excuses. im tired of asking already. let me see, if im not broke tmr, i will jolly well treat myself to a movie after school...
hm, i hope tmr will be a good day. got some plans tmr during school hours. but the major highlight is, sabotaging javier is for sure. remember during those secondary school days, whenever your birthday is coming up, you either get few punches, get beaten up or get sabotaged. 'Yo, De, Sa!'... remember that chant? old school. haha.
ended school at 3pm today. 2hours earlier than scheduled time. haha.
shut-up-or-i-will-punch you lecturer was so lenient in his marking and hence, i passed my principle of marketing paper. fweh, im so lucky.
okay, gotta finish up my project now. laterz.

Izan blogged @ 2/24/2005 10:00:00 PM

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hey, guess what, the guy who's calling me a gook is back in my tagboard. but too bad, i've just banned him. =) that lifeless guy... sigh, just childish. i dont know who the hell he is but he's just a nuisance. anyhow, remember bitch, im god in this blog. you are just a lower life form aight. fucking loser. show your identity if you dare. you remind me of those secondary school gangsters. haha.

oh anyway, guess what, i've got 2 love emails from my school.. and one love email from my LCOM lecturer. i've been skipping classes on thursday morning. dont know why i always overslept on thursday morning. then me and kenneth got a LAST warning for LCOM lecture. oh man. this semester is the worst i ever had. i think im nuts for not taking this warning emails seriously. cos you know why, i have 3 lazy lecturers this semester, 1 joker lecturer(yogi bear), 1 old ah beng(shut-up-or-i-will-punch-you) lecturer. below is the love email i got from one of my lazy lecturer... have fun reading it! lol.


Hi all.
I have observed that you have not attend 3 LCOM lessons for the past TWO WEEKS.
If you dont turn up for LCOM lecture this Friday (25 February), I will submit your name for Departmental action
which may include debarrment or dropping of this subject.

FYI.
regards
tee boon lye ( LCOM Module Leader )

SORRY LA TEACHER~~~ SO FIERCE FOR WHAT?

Izan blogged @ 2/24/2005 12:03:00 AM

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Tuesday, February 22
[yo yo aiyoo]

there's one thing i've learnt today during my 'how rock music developed' class: music has lost its primacy.

its makes you wonder why doesnt it? tell me when was the last time you listen to just music? i mean when was the last time u sit down and just listen to music. you will always choose to multi task, e.g listen to music while studying. why not study and listen to music later or vice versa. i personally feel that multi tasking actually kills my primary intention.
why not try doing it one by one. in that way, you can find the meaning of doing the work by itself. you'll be giving your full attention to it. example, like in boy-girl relationship. having 3rd parties in a relationship is like multi tasking. you are finding trouble. =)
of cos multi tasking is not bad at all. it reflects your capabilities of handling pressures. =) oh, anyways i was just thinking about just listening to music one day and not doing anything or perhaps, not doing anything but yet at the end i realise that that im actually doing something. get what i mean?
sigh, im stressed up. :/

im waiting for another night to say this again, 'CHIONG AH! lets go yo yo aiyoo!'

my chemical romance - helena

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

Izan blogged @ 2/22/2005 09:20:00 PM

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Monday, February 21
[i think its time for me to leave]

once again, im kinda feeling down. just last week, i feel that i was full of confidence. i thought i could just carry myself away from all the misery. maybe its just because i was having lots of fun last week. been trying to ask that person out... but i guess she's just too caught up with her own busy schedule.... never mind.

but hey, look at the weather now. although its hot, its been windy. time to hit the beach! or maybe spend some time at west coast park. its kinda wierd that i've been thinking and picturing myself dead at any time soon. hahaha! hm, school's gonna end in like 2-3 more weeks? if i clear this year 2, that means im going for attachment on the next semester. THAT MEANS, im gonna be seperated from my classmates. man this is sad. =( thinking that i still have one more year before graduation..... but time pass by very fast especially when you're in school. 'ISN'T IT TRUE' guys? haha

anyways, here are some of the pictures we took at chinablack. pardon for the dark pictures cos its kinda dark.... but lucky melissa's hp got camera light.

me & melissa(birthday girl)


me & meiqi


me & kenneth with our tequila shot glass. cheers dude!

Izan blogged @ 2/21/2005 08:45:00 PM

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i feel lethargic. feel so weak.... it makes me lazy.
my knees, it feels like a freaking jelly.
i cant move much, body aching.
damn i need to wake up and get back to reality.
this is the after effect of clubbing i guess, haha.
im a goner. damn it. have a good day mate.

Izan blogged @ 2/21/2005 08:39:00 AM

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Sunday, February 20
[marshmallows, tequila shots, shaking that ass, what a nightlife]

i had a wonderful weekend. on friday, after work, i had a bbq with my colleagues just behind our outlet. the bbq was kinda boring la... theres like two groups, the drinkers and non-drinkers. all those lousy ass were drinking. except for me and my bro, we joined the non-drinkers.... we played cards and ate a lot of food. i really don't like drunkards except for Kenneth. that guy when he's drunk, he's one funny horny chap. haha. but seriously, getting drunk is like troubling yourself and troubling other people around you. you will puke non-stop just like that loser who puked a lot during the bbq. my god, look at yourself, you are like a fucking sick dog vomiting non-stop. it totally destroy the mood for bbq especially when you are a guest. end of story.
then i got back home on the first train.... slept for more than like 12hours after that... i miss my barbecued marshmallows....

on saturday, i woke up ard 6pm+. felt super lethargic. but i need to wake up to eat. then four hours later, i was at town and met the rest of my classmates. we were celebrating melissa's birthday @ chinablack. damn it la, i should have told the dj to annouce the happy birthday message after 12... but i forgot to tell him to tell after midnight! he annouced it like 5mins earlier? hahaha wth. but nvm, its the thought that counts right? hmm.
can u believe i was dancing for at least 3hours straight? i was crazy la last night. played a game with li juan with a forfeit: down a tequila shot. i played 2games with her and lost all. 2shots of tequila already made me high. then me and kenneth bought another one more. shall post the picture of us next time. the 3rd one really made me go nuts. then me, kenneth and emily... we had a threesome sexy dance on the platform. yo, shake that thing baby! haha.

i was a goner after clubbing. was damn tired lor. had a light snack before we went home. i dont know why i did this at bloody 5am, i sms two girls telling them, 'i miss you'. i have no idea why i did that.. i was high la okay. couldnt think straight and wasnt in my common sense. ah fuck it.

sean paul - get busy
Woman Get busy, Just shake that booty non-stop
When the beat drop
Just keep swinging it
Get jiggy
Get crunked up
Percolate anything you want to call it
Oscillate you hip and don’t take pity
Me want fi see you get live ‘pon the riddim weh me ride
And me lyrics a provide electricity
Gal nobody can tell you nuttin’
Can you done know your destiny

Yaw sexy ladies want par with us
In a the car with us
Them nah war with us
In a the club them want flex with us
To get next to us
Them cah vex with us
From the day me born jah ignite me flame gal a call me name and its me fame
It's all good girl turn me on
‘Til a early morn’
Let’s get it on
Let’s get it on ‘til a early morn'
Girl it’s all good just turn me on

Izan blogged @ 2/20/2005 03:33:00 PM

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Thursday, February 17
i skipped my 2 lectures again this morning. i just couldnt bring myself up. i was very exhausted. came to school only during the afternoon. hm this weekend, got lots of activities. i will try to be productive, have fun and at the same time, minimize my spending during this weekends. need to keep on my budget. =)
i went out today with zhi xiang aka Gary Liu =) . we went to shop for raw meat, seafood and snacks. total money spent= $150,our company fund, so no worries :) . gonna have a bbq with my colleagues. damn, i tot im left with 2 more projects... then today i was reminded by mr. tan that i have pmk project to be handed up in 3weeks time.

congratulations to my good friend, harith for passing out today as a SCDF full Lieutenant today. duh, among all my other friends who is in NS doing either army or police... they will never ever get a high pay like harith's. damn, im really wishing that i can go SCDF during ns, so once i pass out as seargent(for diploma holders), i will be laughing my ass off on every 10th of the month with my bank account at pumped up!. oo how i wish that will happen. =) i want to be a fireman!!! LoLx.

Izan blogged @ 2/17/2005 11:43:00 PM

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[Just talk to me, Please talk to me]

Wooo, i've been kinda busy this week. been sleeping late and stuff like that. just to finish up my projects.... two of it to be handed up this week. one next week, another one more two weeks later. School was okay. Life's been good. Eventhough im tired, im happy to say that im kinda happy right now. LoLx. Where are you khai#2? i wanna talk with you..... =)

Goldfinger - 20cents Goodbye

Went out today to try and phone you
I guess you didn't recognize my call
the lady on your end said you got caller I.D.
and I'm feeling sorry that you've been woken up so much
and I'm feeling guilty
just talk to me please talk to me

I hardly know you is it too late to even try
I want to know you
another twenty cent goodbye

I found a pay phone and it's busted
another broken hearted fool
but still I pick up the receiver
my lips are touching someone's drool
please make this worth it you're all I'm thinking of today
I know you're worth it
just talk to me please talk to me

I hardly know you is it too late to even try
I want to know you
another twenty cent goodbye

Izan blogged @ 2/17/2005 03:21:00 AM

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Tuesday, February 15
[Beautiful]

One word to describe today - BEAUTIFUL. Everything was beautiful. The butterflies were beautiful. Shall We Dance is a beautiful romantic movie. It took me 20years.......

aight, im very exhausted. I'll turn in very early tonight. Good Night.

Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you babyIf I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

Izan blogged @ 2/15/2005 09:45:00 PM

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Sunday, February 13
my weekends was good. had a talk on friday.... and everything's clear and fine now. i've stop hoping bcos i just dont know what else to do. most probably i'll just sit and watch what happens next.. so yes, on saturday i kinda had a 'reunion dinner' with my friends.... had dinner @ pizzahut centrepoint. but somehow the outing was a short one la... we all actualli intended to watch that 50 1st date @ youthpark.... but we scrapped that idea off. too many ppl. then ard 9pm we parted.... then me and the usual guys played counter strike at far east s.c! haha! fun!
then ard 10.30 we head to lido.... played poker+forfeit. you know at lido they have that free refill drink at kfc... so we bought one. loser for one round of poker have to drink at least 1/4 of the large cup. in the end... almost all of us drank alot. *burps*

i thought of going to holland village or west coast park today after work... but no1 was free.... then thought of going town to cut my hair.... but its too late for hairth cos i finish work at 6. in the end, i went to cut my hair at the usual place.... jantzen @ tbp. it cost me 26buckaroos than the usual price of 20buckaroos. but it was worth it!

hmm, 2more days.... got everything planned out... but havent buy stuff yet. been busy working and going out... d-u-h-z. lucky tmr no school... =)

Salive - All Because Of You

Something's wrong with me,
Cause I can't even feel you now
Or know that this is real.
Am I blind to see that there's something there behind your eyes
And it's bringing me to my knees.

All I want is you and I don't care
All I want is you and I don't care
Cause all I do is wait in, wondering and hoping, that we'll survive it.
I know that all this is true.
All because of you.

Something's wrong with you,
The walls you build around you now,
Seem to fit you like a glove.
Something's wrong with you,
Cause stars cannot be found in clouds that cover up their love.

Cause all I do is wait in, wondering and hoping, that we'll survive it.
I know that all this is true.
All Because of You.

Izan blogged @ 2/13/2005 11:14:00 PM

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Saturday, February 12
matchbook romance - promise

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)

Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy

You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy

I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you

ps: i miss YOU. i hope everything's settled now. good night.

Izan blogged @ 2/12/2005 02:00:00 AM

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Friday, February 11
hello world. im so lack of sleep. i slept at 2.30am last night and woke up at 6.30am. 4hours of sleep only? i didnt know that my tutorial at 8am was cancelled. only to realise when i was on the way to school. so nvm, 1hour early to school is fine with me. so i went to the library and took a nap. then at 9am i woke up and went to another lecture but THEN to find out that 9-11am PMK lecture WAS CANCELLED TOO. damn, i didnt know about all this!!! fuck balls. yah la, im totally a sotong today... just like how that somebody called me a sotong today.... watch out girl, you know who you are! i'll make sure you look like a sotong one day. haha. it was a fucked up day aight. i got my SCM paper back today. got only 30/100. i was expecting for it already. but never mind, there's a retest. i would like to congratulate kim for getting 4/100 for SCM paper. a record for you to remember your whole life yah? haha. lets work hard together and pass the paper together ok kim!

but eventhough it was a fucked up day, i got my anger cooled down...... looking at her today made my day. haha. ken and javier, remember this phrase, 'the power of *****' ? seriously, it made me win two billard games today. its called determination for that one person balls. hahaha thanks for letting me play for free yah guys. loser punch again next time aight?

the guys asked me out to city hall today... but called me too late almost at 6+... i was sleeping man. too tired ah. i remembered fina called me while i was sleeping but i really couldnt recall what was our conversation about. its very scary to call me when im sleeping okay guys... cos i'll talk nuts like some drunkard. anyway, i promised my mum to accompany her do grocery shopping at IMM... so yah, we did today. this song below by evanescence - missing is a very nice song. i love it. =) lyrics damn nice la... it suits me well for now especially when im not being treated fairly by someone.

4 MORE DAYS DUDE!!! you know what i mean. i have it all planned out balls! hehe. =)


Evanescence - Missing

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious,
you'll say to no one:"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence,
I know -You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?Isn't someone missing me?"

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?Isn't something...

Izan blogged @ 2/11/2005 10:51:00 PM

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Thursday, February 10
[angels and devils]

hey there. guess what man, i think im gonna make a monthly routine of watching midnight movies. okay, i met the guys ard 9pm last night.. then we slacked at lido, played poker, see girls, makan.... bought our movie tickets.... me and harith bought a buddy meal and we cant finish the burger but intended to eat the burger.... but wth, when we left, we forgot about our burger.... there goes at least 3bucks of our money.
anyways, to kill time as our movie as starts at 0230hour, we walked around town.... i was shocked when we passed by orchard tower.... got alot of freaking prostitues man.... sheesh, reminds me of those pimps at KL who kept on bugging me and the guys while we were walking at the streets during midnight... damn those place.

anyways, CONSTANTINE IS A FUCKING GOOD SHOW. go watch it guys. its a freaking cool show and kinda funny at certain part like when john constantine was on the stairways to heaven... he showed middle finger to lucifer.... haha pretty cool eh. go watch it la... i give 4 out of 5 star.....
movie ended around 4.30... then kin suggested to catch another movie... and this time its free. the 6 of us got to watch 'flight of the phoenix' at cineleisure for FREE. i repeat, FREE!. hahaha. wont tell you how we got it for free. its a secret. =) but flight of the phoenix is a crappy show la.

sigh, its been almost three weeks since i last saw that person. fuck it la, its a heart wrenching story for me. its just painful for me to think about it... i feel that im not being treated well even though i dont ask too much for that person. come on la... how do you feel if everytime its always you who cares about that person like asking how well are they.... but in return you can just count how many times that person will actualli ask how are you and stuff like that, EVEN AS A FRIEND!!

well, in every each of us, i must say that there's an angel and devil side of us.




Izan blogged @ 2/10/2005 01:49:00 AM

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Tuesday, February 8
[love songs for the emotionally wounded]

sigh, i didnt know plainsunset disbanded a year ago until i contacted sham(guitarist) for plainsunset on email! i wanted to get his help for my How Rock Music Developed project.... i need to organise a 'gig'. man, im kinda sad they are not performing anymore....
they are one of the best local band i will always! songs like Love Songs For The Emotionally Wounded is really my old time emo-core favourite! then Wishful Thinking, Checking E-Mail, PlainSunset, Runaway, Friendship Song, We're Not In... duhz...

im suppose to watch hotel rwanda now... but harith and irwank dont wanna watch it... maybe i go watch it some other time.... but our plan to watch constantine at 0230am later on still onz.
alrite all of you, got to go for now, take care yah.

to all my chinese friends, Gong Xi Fa Cai! Have a Happy New Year! =)



Izan blogged @ 2/08/2005 07:25:00 PM

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Monday, February 7
[i see you baby, shakin' that ass]

damn, she look so freaking hot today *drools* =)
im so tempted not to go to school tmr. not fair you know if go school tmr... bcos only the morning class have to go... afternoon classes no need to go school cos tmr half day! then my other classmate who got class in the afternoon dont need to go school....damn.
started my day by waking up late, took taxi with kenneth who got SUPER MAJOR HANGOVER. funny la when he's having a hangover... see la, drink martell some more la.... so fierce~
today, somehow, i was totally emotionless. dont know how to react to a few situations...
i passed yogi's bear paper... got 79/100. alot of my friends did better than me. thats my second highest mark i ever got in poly.. the highest was my principle of accounts common test... i got 91/100 for it. and again alot of them did better than me for that paper. cos it was freaking easy. lol.

7more days! wooohhoooo! anyways, im organising a night out to club at chinablack on the 19th feb. called up some of my classmates already.... almost all whom i called, they going. anybody wanna join? faizal, if you're reading this, join us la mat. omg, can u believe im listening to a retro-techno song now.... its nice la. can't wait to club... why must thursday is a long schooling day for me? if not can go zouk on wednesday night... friends told me they play great r&b music on wednesday... haha.

change of schedule for tmr. going to school but not working. instead going for a movie marathon at town. gonna watch hotel rwanda(7.30pm) and constantine(2.30am). then slack at town, eat swensen in the early morning till we feel like puking... then go home on the first train. =)
okay, time to sleep. good nite world.

Izan blogged @ 2/07/2005 11:48:00 PM

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Sunday, February 6
ah ha! i was damn busy for the whole damn week. exams+long working hours... fweh. it was great week anyway. asking people out... getting to know alot of cute people while at work.... hahaha... there was actualli one time during last year.... when i was serving this very super cute girl. she's a mixed chinese+malay girl..... fuyoo... i was telling myself.... 'i wanna get her number... please god let me have her number!'...... and guess what, when i was suppose to ask her... 'can i get your order?'... i blurted out, 'can i get your number?'. two words for it, HOLY SHIT. i just cannot believe i said that. then the girl was like, 'hah?'... then she blushed and giggled... but i quickly said, ' i mean can i get your order?'
pweh, that was a very close one but it was such a waste that i didnt continue to ask her.... thats a very personal funny encounter for me which i will never forget. lol.

anyhow, its gonna be another hectic schedule for me next week. check it out ya'll.
monday - school + project meeting
tuesday - school+ project presentation + work.
wednesday - CNY + work.
thursday - work + go out.
friday - school.
saturday - work + youth park during the evening!!!
sunday - work.

sibei shiok la next week. anyways, here some picture for you all to view.

the dudes + one aunty at the back who took the opportunity to be in the picture with us during half-time on that tiger cup finals...

oo, this was taken on the day i went out with my friends to that hiphop dance competition at taka. and i was wearing spectacles to protect my eyes.


and i look like a freaking faggot in this picture. it was taken by nisa's friend, ahmad, who made me realise that i can do wonders with my camera!!






Izan blogged @ 2/06/2005 07:21:00 PM

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hello there. i think my back is gonna break any sooner. so tired from working for 12hours just now. good money~~ and had a hell great of a time working..... gotta thank adeline and kenneth whom made my day at work. thanx for helping me out with that mcdonald girl(im lovin' it!). hehe. you guys rock!
btw, life is just so sickening when all the while u've been liking a person... but that person is dating some other people.... and that person is like slowly leaving u alone without a clue and thinking that nothing had happened between us? is that fair to you eventhough you know that you are moving on? haha forgeddit la, whatever it is, lets just hope that that person will find someone who he/she will love and will be loved. fuck this shit balls.

9 more days to go. =)


Izan blogged @ 2/06/2005 01:21:00 AM

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Saturday, February 5
im so bloody screwed. preparing myself for the worst on monday when school reopens. confirm my class will be so happening... and i think im gonna get my SCM test result on monday. DUHZ. sigh sigh sigh. hmm 10more days to go. cant wait for it.
i've always looked forward to my buisness modules exam venue which is always at that super big exam hall at block 72. cos we will mix around with the business administration students for out exams. and its gonna be super cool eventhough its an exam cos there's alot of chio bus!!!!!!! haha all the guys gotta agree with me that there's alot of them in business school! hahaha. when u are stressed up during the paper, 'zhao keng' for a while and look around the exam hall, go please your eyes, enjoy the beauty. once satisfied, go on continue with the paper....
thats what i did most of the time. haha.
okies, i need to get some sleep soon. need to wake up by 9am+ and meet up somebody.
laterz~

blink 182 - the girl next door.

White girl living in the big city
In a big apartment house
She's living with her boyfriend now

She drives off every day for school and work
She washes dishes now
And watches tv on the pull out couch

And every day's the same

White girl moved back to the suburbs
And she finally found a man
Who knows how to take care of her

She bought the perfect little house
And the lawn's well manicured
And she'd never missed a day of work

And every day's the same

White girl couldn't go on knowing
She was just here wasting her time
She drowned in the lake last night

They found her bloated body floating
But she still walks around
Performing all her daily chores

She still don't know what life's about

Cause every day's the same
And she's got no one to love .


Izan blogged @ 2/05/2005 01:40:00 AM

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Thursday, February 3
hm. alot of people been asking about my previous entry especially eelynn. im so sorry that im not going to tell. and i've promised eelynn to say this out. I AM THE SOTONG. not her. dont be angry la~~ please share your tutorials with us okay pretty girl?? but hey, you are really cute and pretty and im serious!!!!. stay like that always yah... =)
i need to say this like how i told my good friend serene about this.
asking a girl out doesnt mean that i have intentions to go after her or whatsoever. i've learnt my lesson very well. i dont want to put any hopes at all. cos at the first place, i know my confidence level is super low. i know you all may think that im just bullshitting cos all guys are liars? think whatever u wanna think alrite?
lets see who's bullshitting yeah?

all i care for now is that, im not gonna waste away my feelings away anymore. its just too depressing and unfair... cos in the end, i will always be dissapointed.
life sucks yeah?

Izan blogged @ 2/03/2005 11:57:00 PM

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everytime when its exam periods, i will sleep late during the night. i need to adjust myself back to normal sleeping time cos school is not over yet. i slept at 5.30am last night damn it. im so tired. just exhausted. the past three days, my daily life routine was study during the night, exams during the day and BILLARD AFTER EACH OF MY 3 PAPER, everyday! haha. fun lor.
kim taught us how to play card ball on billard. usually u'll see all those apeks and pai kia always play card ball and gamble. now its our turn but we didnt gamble. i've been playing alot of billard nowdays.... its been a long time since i play pool.

oo yeah, i asked this chinese girl from my class out around next month. she's kinda cute and i like her hair! very nice!! maybe next time i'll take a picture of us and post it here. =)
to kenneth: hey dude, look, im happy! =)

anyways, life's been okay to me. sometimes i just feel sad on how things are going.... looking back at the past.... how things were okay.... sigh. but never mind, on a happier note, there's a long weekend for me to have fun!
and heres to a long weekend break for me but im occupied with working! cheers!


Izan blogged @ 2/03/2005 01:20:00 PM

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Wednesday, February 2
its 6.05am now. and i havent sleep the whole night yet! haha! im in the mood baby!! hahaha.... MANCHESTER UNITED WON!!!! the score is 4-2!!! hahahaha! im so freaking happy!!!!
It was a totally fantastic game... game of the season i must say. hahaha and my test is in 5hours time. lucky im left with one more chapter to go. weee~

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED! cheers!

Izan blogged @ 2/02/2005 06:05:00 AM

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Tuesday, February 1
[TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT]

tonight is the battle of the titans. Manchester United Versus Arsenal. i dont give a damn about my Principle of Marketing paper which is tmr at 11am... but i do give a damn about the soccer match at freaking 4AM later on. its about our pride, honour and glory - its all about winning.
GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED! okay, i shall save the rest for later. =) i must wake up at 3.30am and go 7-11 to replenish my snack stocks. NO LAYS for snacks okay people? the salt content is gonna kill you softly. please, i hope to see rooney- ryan giggs - ronaldo partnership in the match later.

okay i was just kidding, i do give a damn about my PMK paper tmr. you know, this lecturer for my PMK module.. he's the most laziest lecturer i ever had.... therefore, lazy lecturer + boring lecture = unproductive PMK students like me. ah dont care la. im so happy that i think i did quite well for my quantitative logistic analysis(yogi bear module) paper just now. 2 down and one more to go.

cheers to you all! to all of u Arse-anal fans, see you in Espn Channel 23. ciaoz~



Izan blogged @ 2/01/2005 11:29:00 PM

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oo yeah, i screwed up my Supply Chain Management test real bad just now. i can just forget about passing. its so freaking hard. im expecting a very bad result for it.

its 1.30am in the morning. sometimes having a basic knowledge in making coffee can make u stay up till late night. im revising for my test later. i made myself 'red-eye' coffee... the original red-eye coffee is a mixture of brewed black coffee + espresso shot. but mine was brewed black coffee + nescafe. and damn it, i feel very awake now but i need some sleep by 2am cos i need to wake up by 6am to go to school! i hope i can sleep.
oo anyways, i change my tagboard to doodle-board. its very responsive, effective and user-friendly. they have some cool stuff cos i can ban spammers and no lifer people who just want to grab the chance to bring me down.

anyhow, i got this hate mail at friendster two weeks ago from this loser child whom i dont know who he is. and that loser child came to my blog and left a HATE message on my old tagboard. he got the time to actualli write a very long message to my friendster mail account just to mock me and criticise me to the core about nazism, nigga stuff and how i hate indians. haha maybe one day i'll post the hate mail from that no lifer who got lots of time to spare to sent that crap. lucky im a type of person who can just take this kind of stuff. its just part of parcel in internet life where you get abuse from this kind of no-lifers. some advices for you boy : grow up and get a life.

take care all of you.

Izan blogged @ 2/01/2005 01:30:00 AM

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