| Sunday, February 29 |
| yey! i won 20bucks cos everton won! hehe. damn, i kinda feel inferior in my family. firstly, both my younger brother got a new hp. one is a ericsson t610 and the other one is a nokia 3660. damn. secondly, my 2nd younger brother got 14points for his L1R4 and 18pts for L1R5. he did way better than me. but im very happy for him. =) im so stressed up now. monday and tuesday gonna have my common test. cant wait for this coming friday's bbq at east coast with my friends. ciao. |
| Saturday, February 28 |
| didnt sleep for 24hours yst. started work at 6pm on friday, then torn over at thiong bahru plaza and played taitee all night with my collegues. i won 10bucks from gambling in taitee game. =) then in the morning i continue to work. woah. power sia. duh, im worried cos i havent study for my coming common test which is next week. sigh. now im gonna sleep all night and stay at home to study tml. lets hope everton kick aston villa ass in EPL tonite so i can win 20bucks. hehe. peace. |
| Thursday, February 26 |
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[i need a girl to ride my ride... i need a girl to be my wife... i need a girl in my life... nobody else, she's all mine]
nice song by P.diddy feat. Usher. hm, today morning, yanti start to sms me back with her new number. enuff of me being 'jual-mahal' attitude towards her. anyway, i tink she knew that im sick of her cos when she gave me her new number, she said i can sms her at her new number 'kalau sudi'. stoopid bitch. hm, for now i got no new target. need to find more girl-friends. man u vs porto fc gonna start soon. later dudes. |
| Tuesday, February 24 |
| h-e-l-l-o. last week was the busiest week of my life. got so many things to do but yet so little time. had two project presentation, then had a test on saturday. my schedule was damn pack last week. didnt even have time spent time with friends and family. didnt have enuff sleep too. that cause me to sleep for 14hours from 7.30pm on sunday night till 10am the next morning. =) damn, i saw yanti yesterday. wah... she's so beautiful with long hair. :p'. but too bad, its been 4weeks since we last talk. :/. anyway, this week is my term break. gonna rest alot and have to do alot of revising. but for now, im gonna get myself ready and go to work! later dudes. |
| Saturday, February 14 |
| nobody really understand what im doing behind their back. maybe they think im bitching behind them, maybe complimenting them... they really dont know. even if they knew, they might misunderstood what im trying to do. maybe they think imma destroying their life? they really got no idea about it. how does it feel if u got to know that your bestest freind that u had been through thick and thin have been keeping hard feelings for what you had done unintentionally that hurt his feelings and one day you friend will just blast all those hard feelings at you and you dont even have the chance to settle the problem because u're too hurt to continue and u couldn't bear the thoughts that you friend have been keeping all those hard feelings all the while and just listen and keep quiet thus accepting your fault. Sorry dude, i feel that i've lost my trust in you. You dont understand what im trying to do. I knew i shouldnt have cared about it at all. i know sometimes we need friends to talk with our problem with. If i knew afterall that i've lend shoulder onto you and get hurt in the end, i shouldnt have cared about it at all. Come on, we're growing 19 soon. Nobody knew how much i cried tonite. Its the worse it tell you. No such girl ever made me cry this hard but this concern a long time friendship man. At this time of age, u'll start to choose which kind of friends you wish to grow old with. Well, i guess this is part of becoming adult. i didnt noe you're having personal problems man. I've been very patiently listening to your point of view but everytime when i gave my view, u will shoot it back with other remarks or past time incidents. i cried so much thinking about how much sincerity i had in buying that cd for you birthday man. im not being gay here man but you really hurt me so much man. you just dont understand what im trying to do. sorry dude, nothing last forever, and hell yeah, i cant be a perfect friend indeed. |
| Wednesday, February 11 |
| sigh. working was fun today especially with this shorty collegue of mine. farking funny dude. but when i got back home, i gotta know sum1 hacked into my email and send a mass virus email again at 4pm yst while i was at school doing my java programming. fucktard. then, i received another 2warning letters from my school. total warning = 3. damn, its only the 6th week and i got 3warning already. wth is wrong with me man. maybe im too lazy and my discipline level is completely zero. i need to buck up man... sigh. |
| Sunday, February 8 |
| wassssssssupp. so dissapointed sentosa wasnt that happening yesterday. where have all the chicks gone man? anyway, today's the end of kin's 10days of ns distruption... he's goin back to camp very soon. im gonna have a test tommorow and i havent study yet... what the hell man... i still havent watch my ju-on dvd.. gonna watch it later at night.... ciao~ |
| Thursday, February 5 |
| yo! woah, today was a quite good day. played full side soccer game just now at my school main field. its been a long time i play striker. finishing ability - zero. i had two open chances. one of it was when i one-to-one situation with the goalkeeper. tried to curl the ball by the right hand side but it went wide.... the ball was so close to the sidebar.. if only i kick a lil' bit slower...... anyways, 9more days to valentine and i still dateless. should i ask 'Y' out? NO!!! im through with that bitch. its been almost 2weeks since i last contact her. haha. life's getting better without her. =) alrite bebeh, im out from here. Ciao~ |
| Tuesday, February 3 |
| hello my dear. i had a good weekend last week. went to jb on saturday and shop for dvds. slept over at bud's place on sunday and watch City of Gods. its a damn good movie. i dont know why life is so boring and so simple nowdays... i want to go to sentosa man... perhaps, maybe i need to find a girl. x) is already 5th week of school and i havent even open up my book to study yet and futhermore, im having a few test next week. god damn all lecturers. argh. 12more weeks to go and then school holidays!!! i heard a few comment from a fren saying that his fren eventually thought that im a rebellious and hot tampered person after reading my past entries. well, im not. this blog is just like a place for me to let out all my feelings and i'll feel good after that. im hungry rite now. i wanna grab some food. later~ |
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