| Tuesday, February 28 |
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i think i might not graduate. i screwed up yesterday's paper. haha? damn. 2 more papers to go. then saturday will enjoy till i drop man! prom, then club. on sunday might be going over to JB, overnight there and play LAN games. NICE!!! hmm, i need to crack my head on friday. have to think of what to write. i owe somebody a *secret*. nadiah, if you're reading this, please come on saturday okay! haha. ah sian, i have to go back on my revision. laterz. |
| Friday, February 24 |
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[sooner or later, we will be gone] in 14hours time is gonna be the start of our exams. 4 papers to go and we're done with ngee ann poly. i've been trying hard to concentrate. but i keep telling myself that this is the last round and i gotta do my best. i don't know what is it gonna be like after i graduate. everyone of us are going different direction. for we guys, definitely NS but still, different camps & sections. i hate to graduate. i wish i can be a student all my life and enjoy life as what it is now. i remember how it feels like to graduate from sec school, leaving the 5years of good memories there. but whattodo, lives gotta go on and things go to move on. like they say, life's a bitch and then you die. =) eventhough when we're gone, our spirits still continues. cheers 3L02!  
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| Tuesday, February 21 |
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[you're beautiful, but i'll never be with you] im disturbed and its taking a toll on me. things that wasn't suppose to happen nor to be heard, it happened to me for the past 24hours. its really true that working makes u feel occupied and bring you away from the harshness of reality. what happened last night was unthinkable. but after meeting that person today, i hope things can really start new. then another incident after work, i heard some stuff from a friend... it really broke my spirit and i felt like giving up what i'm chasing now because it doesn't matter to me anymore. i just really feel that i can be a good friend, but i can never be the person whom you would like to live your whole life with... sometimes i just wanna plan an escape where no1 can find me, then i'll just start a new life, a new enviroment and no where to be found. damn it, i need to study. Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and changed my whole world now, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see, what love means. |
| Monday, February 20 |
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it was a bang last night. everyone had fun and shared all kinds of joy. all thanks to melissa for having a chalet for her b'day. i had to down almost 3/4 of a bottle of whip cream as a forfeit from rounds of blackjack games. then we played waterbomb. i got injuries everywhere from that game. somebody, she almost 'break my heart' cos she aimed directly on my left chest where my heart was. btw, she was a softball player in sec school ok. hahahaha. lucky never get heart attack. then the celebration started with a big cake followed by whip cream party. 6bottles of whip cream = $42 plastics for waterbomb = $1 being the only person being thrown with a packet of SATAY SAUCE = priceless. YES, all of us were playing whip creams..... it was all white and creamy all over the place. i was struggling with wei loon on the floor. suddenly, out of nowhere, i smell something not right. next i found satay sauce on my back. omg, you know how pissed i was? it was all white.. then suddenly got brown oily colour. peh thong kiat, i know you very excited ah... but u choose the wrong colour of item to sabo me la. kanina. hahaha but don't worry, i was angry for a while only. i always forgive and forget and be sportsmanship everytime.... that's my principle in my life. then came the night, we made javier drunk... since he wanted to be so. hahaha, just like our last bbq wheb he got pissed drunk. this time round... he was totally game over. 'the funny qoutes of a drunk man.' me: eh peh thong kiat.. dont sleep here... later police come javier: come la...... army come la.... call president come la. javier: i want to go out and breathe BREATH air. me(switching off the toilet while javier was in the toilet) javier: GOODNIGHT! there's some other things also... but must censored abit.. hahahaha. peh thong kiat was our man of the match that night. all i have for you is.... R.E.S.P.E.C.T for you BRO! oh btw, the chalet was just near my house.... it was at the 'Adventure Camp' at CDANS. had LOTS OF FUN. time passed by so fast when you're having fun.... next you will just know that its all over. 'MUMMY... ITS OVERRRR' |
| Friday, February 17 |
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[last day of school] 2years and 7months of polytechnic life, its going to be over soon. then come 4days of exam spread within the next two weeks. damn, its gonna be a tearful but happy ending. i know eelynn tan will cry tmr bcos she mentioned so in her sms. and because of her, sure got chain reaction(others will follow). sotong.... don't cry la okay.... lol! i think i'll bring a camera tmr and catch all the happy moments. damn, good things indeed won't last forever. my life in poly was the best ever education life i ever had. damn, its saddening to even type about all this. i think i can tears with the girls tmr. hahaha! we stood together on the ground firmly, supported each other back, and we fought the hardship together. life's never been so much better with them around in school. 2things to look forward in the next few weeks 19feb = class chalet. 4th march = prom nite @ grand copthorne(whatever the spelling is), then we shall club till we drop and please, not at zouk. we shall either go to liquidroom or chocolatte alright girls? and whoever wants to join and party with us, you're welcome so. relax and be happy. lets play some raggaeton alright? try listening to daddy yankee - rompe. cool shit. |
| Tuesday, February 14 |
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[lets share some love] muse - sing for absolution lips are turning blue a kiss that can't renew I only dream of you my beautiful tiptoe to your room a starlight in the gloom I only dream of you and you never knew sing for absolution I will be singing falling from your grace there's nowhere left to hide in no one to confide the truth runs deep inside and will never die lips are turning blue a kiss that can't renew I only dream of you my beautiful sing for absolution I will be singing falling from your grace sing for absolution I will be singing falling from your grace our wrongs remain unrectified and our souls won't be exhumed btw, happy valentine to that special person. |
| Thursday, February 9 |
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[good things won't last forever] i've been losing sleep for the past few weeks, im falling sick. i'm declared broke cos i was suppose to get my pay two days ago, but it got delayed till next month. and everything is just not right now. i just don't feel like blogging till futher notice and when i come back, i'll come back stronger. Its you and me on a monday The lies that we told This is where we both go numb now You broke my heart again this time You're fading now you've crossed the line. We all want to be somebody Right now we're just looking for the exit. Reaching out for a hand Its not here But you're not here You're not here. so long... |
| Wednesday, February 8 |
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finally, i have achieved one of my long term goals today. i learnt how to play mahjong!! its quite nice to play! my friends said the easiest way to remember the combination for winning is to get a set of '4happy meals + 2 coke'.... which means i need to get 3 sets of cubes either same design or by sequence and get a pair. there other extra stuff which was quite confusing... but i think with more practise, i shall get it right. its was fun. i had my first ever chinese new year visiting with my chinese friends. quite cool and fun gambling around. played a few card games.... like 'in between'...'blackjack' and 'daidee'.... at the end of the day, i won around 8bucks. NICE. suddenly, i just don't have mood for anything next week except for preparing myself for 3test that are coming up next week. sigh. would like to take this opportunity to thank Er Li Juan for teaching me how to play mahjong and happy birthday to you girl!!! stay happy always yeah. |
| Saturday, February 4 |
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[unintended] [edited version] this time round, i really got a hard catch. a catch that is really hard to crack. its been almost a year that i've been trying to crack it. but due to other commitments, the effort faded for a while. but the game still continues. there was certain times that i felt like giving up. as days grew older, i grew matured. i believe that one shall never give up. it is not fate that bring us to where we want and what we want. it's all up to one's choice and effort. but a person shall never ask what that cannot be done. hence, the limit that a person should understand. a limit is a boundary to remind us that we shall not cross the line or consequences, we shall face. i've learnt from my past. all i need i just self control, stay calm and be cool. i really hope that this time, it will work. i was confused whether the feelings i had was true or not. but recently, i believe that i really like this person..... end of story. |
| Thursday, February 2 |
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just nice. i had some time for myself today and i've decided to change the layout. once again, i got this template somewhere... then edit here and there... and bravo! this is my new layout! hope you all like it. oh right, finally i get to add that haloscan thing on my blog. cool! suddenly, i really miss bangkok. i miss living in a city life and wonder how my friends are doing there. never mind, come april on my birthday, i'll be back there! 3 more weeks of school, then 2 weeks of study break and exam. then thats it! i'm done! 14th of february is drawing near. have you got yours? i've got mine. =) |
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