| Monday, May 31 |
| yo! been working alot lately. hope i will get more than 500bux for my pay. got lots of things to buy and im goin to KL(mid valley megamall here i come!!!) on the 19th june with my cousins. and im goin to my kampung in malacca on the 11th june. i miss my family house there. i wonder how my garden at the backyard of my house in malacca is. hmm, gotta go to work now. later dude~ |
| Saturday, May 29 |
| geez. im so lucky to pass business statistic module and my engineering aspect of logistic system module. after all, im quite happy cos i've cleared year one without failing any modules. WEEEE~ my life is so empty nowdays. its either i work or sleep or surf the net. my life sucks and im a boring person. well, i guess this is part of growing up. sigh. |
| Thursday, May 27 |
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at least today was a good day. went out for dinner with family then watched the sneak preview of 'day after tomorrow'. it was freaking awesome! go watch it guys. its better than 'independence day', the movie. hm, i have the urge to go to linkin park concert but to think of the ticket price(85bux) which is rather expensive for wat i paid for Incubus concert which was only RM100. i will only go to the concert only if i have extra money.
feeling bored at home now. im wondering, what are the side effects of drinking too much caffinated drinks or coffee. hmmMMmm. |
| Monday, May 24 |
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another fucking boring day at home. i hate to babysit. went out for a while just now to jurong point. met kin and bud for lunch. currently listening to new found glory - forget my name. hmm reminds me of ryfana. why must she choose that fucked up fat chinese boy instead of me? haha. but she made the right choice.
tell my friends im dead im leaving u, this time is for good tell my friends that im dead it wont be long before you forget my name. can you tell that I don't know myself I need someone to remind me to let it go please let me know don't trace your footsteps back to me cause I've been gone for a long time waiting on the sidelines hoping for a chance to play well I thought I would never leave anything behind I also never thought I'd say new found glory - forget my name. |
| Sunday, May 23 |
Victory at Last lets all hail the heroes in manchester united. well done. btw, one advice to you guys. 'LAYS' sucks and it kills. last year i ate it at 6am in the morning when i torn over at sentosa with a couple of frens. i was instantly sick after i ate it. there's too much salt content in it which makes me puke alot of times. AND i ate it again just now while watching the FA cup final. fuck man, my heart pump so fast after eating it. god damn LAYS la. i aint gonna eat it anymore. FUCK 'LAYS' keropok. good nyte. |
| Friday, May 21 |
| hmm. last night was wonderful. i felt like i went back to time when i was a kid playing in the playground but heck, i was playing red indian house with another 8bunch of 19-years old guy in the playground at costa sands resort(ecp). it was damn fun lor. got back home at ard 10.30am today from the chalet. slept all the way till talib call me at 5.30pm. damn it, i missed my friday prayer. im still kinda shagged. |
| Thursday, May 20 |
| im feeling so low. holidays are suppose to be fun. no matter wat, after june 15, im goin to kl. alone or with friends, i'll still go. damn it man. im gonna rot at home! |
| Tuesday, May 18 |
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boo! been having deep thoughts about life, friends and love. i wonder how long can i live, how many friends can i have, and how or when may I experience love. I was kinda emotional last nite at 3am. haha. so I wrote a song for nobody. the title is I'll Dream of You Tonight. the title is the theme of my blog anyway. =) so here it goes.
i'll dream of you tonight by Izan. i think i've seen you, a couple of times. but i just couldnt remember, where did we meet? we are just strangers but there's something about the look in your eyes. how i wish i could have the courage to breathe out a word to you. chorus: its time for me to learn what's platonic love, but i've lost the word, lost my nerve. lost your sight, but dont worry, i'll dream of you tonight. its time for me to wake up and separate all my feelings i've given alot of thought about the night we met. your beautiful brown eyes are melting me. acquaintance is a perfect word to describe our relationship. there's a message in my head about a boy who loves a girl. nice to know you. |
| Monday, May 17 |
| hi guys! the past two days was fantastic for me but very tiring. on saturday, i worked in the morning till 3pm. then i head towards bud's place for his sister 'nikah' ceremony. after the 'nikah' ceremony was a tiring event for me, bud, kin and lib. the four of us with the help of bud's brother, carried heavy pails containing dirty plates and cup from the clubhouse back to his apartment. kanina, so heavy xia the plates. then we washed all the utensils. but well, i had fun though cos at least i get to gather with my bestfriends. then we slept over at bud's place for the night. on sunday was the wedding ceremony @ Ulu Pandan CC. the wedding was alrite, not dat tiring for us. after the wedding, we slacked at town till 11pm. duh, see lots of cute chinese babes. yummy! =P. anyway, i know kak kin will read this post one day. so i would like to wish her good luck and hope u hav a happy & an everlasting marriage with abang isman. so, go make some babies! =P |
| Thursday, May 13 |
| hi. just changed my block into a new template. cool look isnt it? im at home the whole day. kinda bored. i can ROT at home man. lucky me, with this laptop i can do alot of things today like blogging, mp3s, chatting in msn. hmm at this moment rite now, a close friend of mine is in despair i guess. its all girls fault la that make guys feel terrible after a long relationship. to tell you the truth, i dunno how it feels like being treated like shit during a relationship but i do feel for my friend lor. hmm,i hope he'll cheer up and do nothing stupid. remember dude, we are 19 already. remember my friends, if u need a listening ear or help, just ring me or message me man. i'll be there for you. =) till then, ciao~ |
| hmm, i just started to listen to chevelle. some of their songs are kinda nice e.g 'dont fake this'. yesterday i played soccer with bud and his sp friends at St Wilfred field. its a carpet grass field... cool shit man. for the first time in my life i see a such STANDARD soccer field in singapore. hoping to play there frequently in the future. im kinda weak now cos i've only slept like 2-3hour for the past 48hours. didnt know i had unknown visitors to my blog. thats good. i like to make more friends. =) |
| Monday, May 10 |
| exams period is over! =) got lots of things to do now like cleaning up my room which is totally been like a pig sty for the past one month or more =p. gonna work alot and get more money.i hope i can go out with her this saturday. looking forward to be 'kendarat' from 12-2pm on bud's sister wedding on sunday. i really dunno what to do during 'kendarat'. but it sounds fun cos there's gonna be lots of girls i assume... =p gotta go. laterz~ |
| Friday, May 7 |
| duh. i missed OC for the third week already. fuck la. i slept at 9.30pm last nite and i set my stupid alarm clock at 10.29pm to watch OC. but i overslept till around 3.49am then i woke up. can sum1 update me on OC? tml's gonna be my last paper. cannot wait for it to end. im looking forward for next weekend. most probably gonna go out with yanti. then on sunday, bud's sister gonna get married. later dudes. |
| Wednesday, May 5 |
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its getting boring nowdays. need to do something productive. my last paper is on this saturday. dammit la, yanti quit working already. wont be seeing her anymore. =( cant wait for my pay next week. im so broke. im goin to start back on my fitness by next week. im suppose to study now, but im kinda lazy. i miss my friends. three person in my brotherhood has turned 19 already. waiting for bud. heh.
dan bila kau harus pergi. jauh dan tak akan kembali ku akan merelakan mu bila kau bahagia selamanya disana, walau tanpaku. ku akan mengerti cinta dengan semua yang terjadi bisakah aku tanpaku? sanggupkah aku tanpamu? saat kau lambaikan tangan janganlah kau kembali tenang wajahmu berbisik, inilah waktu yang tetap untuk berpisah. |
| Saturday, May 1 |
| im a very angry person today. dunno whats wrong with me. felt like smashing someone's face and release my anger. futhermore manchester united is not scoring a goal at the moment. my business statistic exam on thursday was fucked up. no futher comments cos i tink i did quite badly. after 08 may im gonna be free from school. 2months of holiday. and its gonna be one hell of a boring holiday. see, scandalism cost me alot of money. i spent at least 100fucking bucks on her. then my handphone bill shoot up too. it cost me freaking 80bucks for one whole month. learnt my lesson already. cannot be too generous. |
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