| Friday, April 29 |
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[we got it!] so the past few days, life was so damn routine. wake up->breakfast->work->lunch->work->home->sleep /loop. hahaha! anyway, thursday was a very good day bcos i dont need to go to work cos my team and i went to school and did a presentation on our business proposal...... so basically there was 4 panel member of the 'Enterprize!' commitee. When i entered the room, there's this american-born-chinese lecturer(he's on of the panel member)... he was practically staring at me... then a moment later, he asked me,'have i ever met you? like did we played soccer against each other?' then i was like 'yeah, i remember you! it was Ngee Ann Lecturers versus my course... and your team trashed my team badly...' and he replied ,'yeah i remember you kicked me, real hard!'..... then i was like ooo shit, is it true? cos i feel that i might have accidentally kicked a lecturer durin the match but i just couldnt remember bcos it was a YEAR ago!! but anyway he was just joking but i was very very suprised he remembered me; maybe i did kicked him. lol. i was kinda trembling during the presentation...but still i could make it... i was presenting the marketing part. geeez, after the presentation, we had the Q&A session. the ABC lecturer kept on asking and shooting on our Marketing part which is my part... but we managed to answer it well, thanks to ji chuan. afterall, we felt that the ABC lecturer was really keen into our business proposal cos after the q&a session, he gave us few ideas and advices. and we got to know that 'Enterprize!' commitee will grant us $2,000!! free money dude!!! haha. one day when im free i will elaborate more on our business yeah guys. i just got back home from dinner with eelynn, kenneth, ji chuan. it was fun hanging around and eating pizza! .*burps*. should go out more often when there's time alrite guys? Enjoy Your Holidays guys! its the weekend once again ppl, cheers! |
| Monday, April 25 |
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i have some funny puns for you to ponder upon. 1) If the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off. 2) Gravity sucks. haha, alright. thats about it. im kinda tired right now. gary(my cat) is sick... he's been vommiting... and btw, i have a new female cat with blue eyes! she's only 4months old. my parents adopted it from spca 3days ago. will post a picture of it next time. gary is so so so jealous when we got a new cat! maybe thats why he got sick. heh. im really having a craving for ice cream. shall go to 7-11 now and get an ice cream! laterz. |
| Sunday, April 24 |
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yo! yesterday was indeed a wonderful day! sentosa was hot as usual. i can NO longer do one full backflip from the yellow platform at palawan beach. heh. anyway, it was fun throwing rugby balls around siloso beach......and while taking a beachline bus from siloso to palawan... theres a MAT with his skim board bording the bus... me and talib sat infront of him. then while passing by some part of siloso beach, i saw some skimmers on the beach 'surfing' their pathetic skimboards on the 'big' wave.... then i purposefully and deliberately told talib in a loud voice' eh look posers sia.... ahh all SKIMMERS are POSERS!' i was actualli referring to the guy behind us too. hahahhaa. take that you pathetic fool. come on la... their do-it-yourself skim boards... geez... i can break them into two at anytime... whats a disgrace about their board is that.... they sprayed or paste those popular surf brands, e.g quiksilver. damn those skimmers. since when does quiksilver endorsed such pathetic piece of wood? how i wish skimboarding is a CRIME.... hahaha. i hate those malays. fuckers. oh anyway, after sentosa... once i got back home, got changed... then went to chinablack with kenneth, ji chuan and josh. josh is a cool white american dude, he's currently in singapore american school. it was really fun and good hanging out with a cool white dude. we dance and dance, had fun, enjoying the company........ so yeah, we were in chinablack from 12-5am. the longest time i ever club. by then, i was really shagged. now i really can confrim that during 12am-1am, 2-3am, 4-5am its r&b time in chinablack... anyone onz for special r&b all-night on sunday 30/04/2005 on the eve of labour day holiday? i want to go!! =) |
| Saturday, April 23 |
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[the gift - a jersey] its saturday noon now! i will usually wake up at this hour during saturdays... but NO, i had to work halfday on alternate saturdays... but nvm la, whattodo right? work is work. lolx. anyway my time pass very fast on saturday morning. i just got back home like 20mins ago. DO NOT WATCH 'INFECTION'. the movie was somehow psychothic and disturbing... but i just dont understand the movie. somebody already warn me not to watch it..... but nvm la, i dont have any plans last nite after work... so while waiting for my friends to come by... i played pool alone at le meridien. fuck, the rate down there is so freaking expensive and my skill is going down. haiz. i really miss my 'pool-kakis' haha. but never mind, will meet up with them one day for dinner and perhaps few games of billard & pool. anyway, highlight of yesterday was meeting fina&alif at plaza singapura incoincidentally. funny sia.... didnt expect to see that birthday girl at PS... hope she had a good day. the other highlight was, the guys got me a new Manchester United Jersey as my birthday present!!!! thanx dudes, i really appreciate it. Rock on dudes! plans for today: 8am-12noon: work @ keppel... 2.30-8.30pm @ sentosa!! 11pm-3am or 4am: clubbing @ chinablack!! duhz, this mean i will be awake & active for almost 24hours and considering i only slept 5hours last nite... nvm lets just PARTY! |
| Friday, April 22 |
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firstly, HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY SOFINA! <---- she's the best girl-friend i ever had. i can feel it. its getting stronger. these feelings in me and thinking about you 24/7... it makes me go down to my knees and begging you to let me see you. i didnt know you had plans for me this weekend. haha, im just crazy over you. it came naturally..... btw none of you all know who this secret crush is except for one person whom i already told cos i know he will understand. i will just keep it secret. =) and she dont even know she's my crush. all but secrecy... hahahaha. this is what crush are meant to be... secrets... im doing this all because of you..... Saliva - All Because of You. There something's wrong with me, Cause I can't even feel you now Or know that this is real. Am I too blind to see that there's something there behind your eyes And it's bringing me to my knees. All I want is you and I don't care All I want is you and I don't care Cause all I do is wait in, wondering and hoping, that we'll survive it. I know that all this is true. All because of you. Something's wrong with you, The walls you build around you now, Seem to fit you like a glove. Something's wrong with you, Cause stars cannot be found in clouds that cover up their love. Cause all I do is wait in, wondering and hoping, that we'll survive it. I know that all this is true. All because of you. |
| Wednesday, April 20 |
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so, here i am. im 2 decades old. the only sweetest thing that will always happen during my birthday is when i leave home in the morning.... i will hug and kiss my mum's cheek. i used to do that to my late grandmother. haiz, i really do miss her so much. there's something that i would like to share with you all... i still have my late grandmother's blanket. so everynight i will sleep with it. =) anyway, today was quite okay. work was quite alrite too cos at least i had something to do... i really dont intend to go out with anybody... but i felt bad for my very good friend cos during my 19th birthday, she wanted to meet me... but i cancelled it last minute.... so today i tried to make it up last minute by asking her out... so yeah, we did. thanks fina for buying me those mrs fields brownies... the cake box, i'll keep it for memories sake. haha. and thanks for your 'dont worry be happy' gift. its v cute! haha. i will treasure it man... thanks once again friend! and thanks to everyone who wished me! you guys rock! =) |
| Sunday, April 17 |
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[damn she's on my mind always! =) ] Green Day - Whatsername? Thought I ran into you down on the street Then it turned out to only be a dream I made a point to burn all of the photographs She went away and then I took a different path I remember the face but I can't recall the name Now I wonder how whatsername has been Seems that she disappeared without a trace Did she ever marry old what's his face? I made a point to burn all of the photographs She went away and then I took a different path I remember the face but I can't recall the name Now I wonder how whatsername has been Remember, whatever It seems like forever ago Remember, whatever It seems like forever ago The regrets are useless In my mind She's in my head I must confess The regrets are useless In my mind She's in my head From so long ago (Go, Go, Go, Go..) And in the darkest night If my memory serves me right I'll never turn back time Forgetting you, but not the time. |
| Saturday, April 16 |
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5days gone just like that. felt that i was kinda fast. finally i had some life just now.... after work, met someone. so we went to have dinner at PS, played pool@ le meridien..... then we watch 'WET DREAMS'.... its a damn funny korean show about 15years old boys.... typical schoolboys with high sexual desires.... as in very curious about sex and puberty. i had a good laugh in that movie... but was kinda feeling uneasy watching this kind of boys things with a girl friend. but at least we had a good laugh.... unease the tension we had the past 5days..... i just love to see her hair when she let it down... its just so naturally straight and healthy. the most beautiful hair i've ever seen.... =) anyway, about the ppl in my workplace... the one at warehouse... i made friends with them.... most of them are like the age of my father.... 40+.... their common topic with me is about soccer... other than then.... they will talk about horse racing la.... soccer betting la... wth man.. not my interest. the one in the office... they are quite alrite... still need more time to talk.... everybody seems alrite... no office politics yet.... and i hope there wont be any... i think if i ever go missing-in-action during working hours.... no1 will actualli notice.... everyone is busy with their work..... i must find a place for me to sleep or rest... man... 8am-5pm job is so boring... totally lifeless. i.fucking.hate.working. |
| Wednesday, April 13 |
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im so so so so in love watching smallville. i've been downloading each of their episodes of the current season that is showing in channel 5 every friday. so guys, im already on the episode 11 while channel 5 is about to show episode 2 this coming friday. haha. slow la~ anyway, so far episode 11 is the most sexiest episode where clarke kent made out with alison like some sexually deprived couples. oopppss! shouldnt have tell you guys what happen. lana lang as usual, she's damn cute and hot but she's with jason and not clarke anymore. attachment is so boring and it's such a drag. |
| Tuesday, April 12 |
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i can feel the hate rise up in me. in just 2days of attachment, im getting bored of the canteen food. im grateful that i have an office(the aircon is darn cold!!), a table and computer BUT WITH NO INTERNET? geez. there's internet though but i dont have the password. the only thing i could do is surf the company's intranet. i pity ji chuan cos his work at level 5 is somehow like a warehouse assitant cos he handles carrefour stocks... i hope things get better for him.. lucky me, i get to use new technologies like radio frequency identification(RFID) on identifying pallets with goods. cool shit la this kind of technologies... no wonder nowdays alot of industries are talking about it. i get to use softwares that i've never use in school before.... but theres like lots of procedures... makes me sick thinking about it. i wish i know what to do when i have nothing to do at work. cos there's simply no one guiding me all the time. i dont even know who the heck is my supervisor, but i had contacts with my manager... i really cannot wait when he's going to include me into a current ongoing project and none of the colleague(those uncles) know about the project... this is going to be fun once im in it. heh. i really hate sleeping early and waking up early. keppel logistic is such a fucking big place.... maybe i can say its big as half of my campus? i love the coldroom cos its -27degrees. i went in there for 2 minutes, it felt great but if i'd stay there for another 10minutes, i will freeze to death. i hope things get better for me as days pass.... the pay sucks, the food at the canteen sucks, working life sucks! i would still prefer working in the office than doing manual job. i dont think i will ever work in tuas in the future unless if they give me some managerial job... then i wouldnt mind at all... hahahaha. i think i should sit more in my office rather than going down to the warehouse. to kenneth: shit balls, i think im missing her badly. =( My Chemical Romance - Im Not Okay(I Promise) Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay) I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means (I'm not okay) To be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look! I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out Forget about the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed I'm okay I'm okay! I'm okay, now (I'm okay, now) But you really need to listen to me Because I'm telling you the truth I mean this, I'm okay! (Trust Me) I'm not okay I'm not okay Well, I'm not okay I'm not o-fucking-kay I'm not okay I'm not okay (Okay) |
| Sunday, April 10 |
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[this is how we do] its already sunday. it makes me wonder what the hell did i do the past 7days. conclusion: i spent the last 7precious days meaningfully. its my only week of holiday. i love clubbing and i cannot deny. haha. but cannot go often. its a lifestyle that a student like me cannot afford always, right kenneth? yeah you my man balls. and today morning i played field soccer at vita hostel.... we are suppose to play against all asian team.... but it turned out that half of them were like hangover and they didnt wake up. so we played a crappy match today. wasted my precious sunday and futhermore i had 2hours of sleep...... but still i enjoyed myself with the mats from my secondary school. faizal, munir, irwank and bud.... DUNEARNITES la brader! hanging out with faizal and munir, he never fails to make me laugh. you are my man too balls. this thought haunts me everyday - im just scared that i might fail any module on the recent exams i took. if i fail, that means, i'll no longer see my classmates anymore. geez. anyhoooo.... starting from tmr, for the next five months, on weekdays, i need to fucking wake up at 0630? fuck this shit man. im sooooooo not used to be discipline and routines. the last time i had this kind of routines was back in secondary school? hahaha, never mind, i'll be able to adjust myself to changes. good luck and have fun during attachment guys. may the force be with you. and to that someone, i've already called god for you. he said he'll be by your side when u're at airport, may god be with you (personal joke between me and her). hehehe. take care all. |
| Thursday, April 7 |
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i know im really sober right now. its 4.40am now. i just got back like 20minutes ago. but the night is still young. should have party till they close the club. mambo night was okay la... i found out that retro is not my kind. those hand signal dancing... come on la, im not mute nor dumb to play around with hand signals when dancing. hahahahahah. okay, whatever. and yes, i went to town again today. its a pity phuture is so damn small. i reached there ard like 10.45... its still kinda empty. but after 11, the drinks are going for buy 1 and get another 1 for free. bitch, the tequila shots are like 10.50 each? at chinablack its only 5bux each.....nabei cheesebun. i bought 2 and got 2 free.... and there i go after like 30mins, the effect of it made me so damn high. then while dancing around like nobody business(like how fifi describe me), i saw fifi. hahaha. i was surprised with myself cos i could still identify people. its kinda pity kim couldnt join us... if not, the more the merrier. to kenneth, thong kiat, ji chuan, meiqi, eelynn, emily.... thanks for making my night a wonderful one. but still your lamborghini(whatever you spell it, im sober and i cant think) drink was kinda cool with the flame on it. anyhow, cheers to you guys. you guys rock my world tonight! next:lets party chinablack on the 23rd april okay? |
| Wednesday, April 6 |
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dont tell me im going to town again later... the past two days i've been going to town... money gone just like that* hahaha. anyway, i went to watch 'Spanglish' with the guys from my class yesterday. damn that movie. im sad to say its the most boring adam sandler's movie. sigh. his movies are always funny but not this time. its a 2hr 10mins movie. i'll give it a 5 out of 5star movie for making Kim and Javier sleep. i could have sleep if i didnt stop eating the popcorns. well, that movie suck big time. i had like 10hours of sleep just now.... but not enough dude. im going back to sleep now cos i need the energy to last the night later. lets party baby! =) cheers! |
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as promise, here's the pictures at batam! me at eating paradise that cost 3family SGD$270bux. freaking expensive.  my family at harris resort. good hotel, good service, the staff never fail to smile at me. never in my life i seen such good hotel service. thumbs up for the indonesians.  me, my mum and my youngest bro(take note my younger bro is not taller than me bcos he was standing on a platform) hehe.  the brothers at the back of the boat.  Now, as promise, THIS IS GARY.  Gary again.  Izan+Gary.  2days ago, my bro brought gary to the vet. the vet said gary is a very handsome cat. and its confirmed that gary is only 7-8months old. i like my cat, he's just damn adorable and cute. when i tickle its cheeks, it will just IMMEDIATELY lay flat on the floor and i'll keep on tickling/scratching his chest,cheeks and head... damn cute cat. |
| Tuesday, April 5 |
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[be cool] 'be cool' is one hell of a cool movie. very cool. to make a good funny movies, u need niggas man. cos they can rap, they can act and they can make you laugh. even andre 2000(outkast) was damn funny in that show. i really think that andre 2000 is identical to snoop dogg. hahaha my bet. i really dont mind watching that movie again. its cool. basically its just a crappy storyline but its the niggas, they make the movie into a perfect laugh-till-you-drop movie. next movie to watch - Spanglish. gotta do my report for now. later! |
| Monday, April 4 |
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[fly on my way, zephyr] having a precious one week holiday without any plans is damn sucky. i do have plans on wednesday though. mambo night @ zouk. hehehehe =). imagine that u're over with your exams... and relaxing..... then suddenly u're reminded that you have a last report to hand it.... the feeling suck man. i have one day finish it up, so i can pass it up tmr when i go back to school for a breifing. i had lots of sleep the past two days. my stomach is getting better after i visited the doctor on thursday. i hate pills man. do you? something for you all to ponder upon: what is faith? is it about sticking to a truth that you willingly believe? or is it about, you are forced to to believe the truth knowing the consequences that might happen if you don't believe in it? i've just finished reading dan brown - the DaVinci code. gimme more of his books please, i love it. |