| Tuesday, March 29 |
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i hate when this happen. last semester, i was damn sick during the final exam. and it happen once again. but i was okay when i went to school in the morning....except for occasional stomach pain. i think i got food poisioning. last night at 1am+, some concerned soul sms me about the earthquake in jakarta and she said lucky im already back home from batam. =) i felt relieved but soon the pain begun. my head was spinning, felt like vommiting... but i continued to sleep. at 3am i woke up again and i vommited till i felt like suffocated..... my cat saw me vommiting in the toilet. it just sat outside the toilet and stare at me.... then i brought it to my room and my cat slept on my bed..... then the next moment when i woke up... my room was in a mess.... gary messed it up.... naughty cat. im shivering now right now, damn the fever. hope you guys are all in best of health. take care always. |
| Monday, March 28 |
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[redbull & pokka green tea & pokka coffee with milk] and thats the good stuffs i drank today and it made me keep awake while i was in the library the whole afternoon & evening. very good progress today with my revision. i still have no time to upload my batam trip pictures. maybe by end of the week then i'll get it done. i really cannot wait for the end of my exams. next week will be my only week for holiday and then....... god knows whats gonna happen next... secret.. heh. to my classmates: good luck with your papers. lets pass this paper together! may the force be with you. |
| Saturday, March 26 |
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oh to 'niggerhater' on my tagboard. check this out. 202.156.2.114 [ cache114.156ce.maxonline.com.sg ] it looks familiar ey? because its your fucking IP address you dumbass shithead. toldja my tagboard can scan real IP address. lets see what im gonna do about this... =) at the mean time, keep on coming fucktard. because you know why? you are the fucking monkey who needs to fucking eat the fucking banana for your fucked up monkey brain. loserchild! =) i'll be back with pictures from my short holiday to batam. good night. |
| Friday, March 25 |
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[Oh! She's buying her stairways to heaven] Blinding Ignorance Does Mislead Us. O! Wrecthed mortals, open your eyes! - Leonardo Da Vinci i like that quotation. it explains alot why shit happens. so what happens to this sentence, 'ignorance is a bliss'? hmm. it makes me wonders~ |
| Thursday, March 24 |
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[16 missed calls] hey, its really stupid if you think the song on my previous entry is about you? OH COME ON. its not always about you AT ALL. to whoever think that 'you' is you, please don't, bcos its for that somebody who thought that im writing the song about her. that person actually called me while i was at the airport today with meiqi and emily again.... that person was like, 'is that song about me? if its not, who is it for?' if i said that song is not about you, why STILL bother to ask me who was it meant for? you dont have the right to ask at the very first place... anyway, i wrote that song out of boredom aight? im having a happy good life now, why should i BOTHER about you anymore when i've already close that chapter in my life 2weeks ago? oh sorry, i forgot to tell you that. eh wait, i shouldnt be saying sorry 'cos its not my intention to hurt you or watsoever.' remember i said that its been a week that i've last chatted or sms her on my last few entries? i said WE BOTH been ignoring each other right? but somebody said that she thinks that im accusing her of ignoring me? HEY COME ON, im ignoring you too! didnt i said 'WE'? maybe you were too ignorant! hahahaha. oh wait, im NOT sorry if i accused you if you're ignoring me, 'cos its not my intention to hurt you or watsoever.' thats THE ONLY thing i said eversince we last contact. but still she thinks that im accusing her of this and that through my entries, my current song.... like what the hell? you think i have THE WHOLE TIME IN THE WORLD TO FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU IS IT? (= (= (= HEY HELLO, GROW UP OKAY? =) =) =) whatever she said, or how many missed call i had from her, i just couldnt be bothered. it somehow never distract me from studying at all just now. i was quite happy to study eventhough i knew i had 16missed called( like macam something important to say like that yah?) but i totally ignored it. toldja, that chapter of my life is already closed. i've already moved on. not my fucking problem anymore. BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA. ahhh, i've been eating alot of good food the past few days... im sick of popeyes chicken for this week. i want to go clubbing next saturday after exams..... BUT.... somebody got appointment with avril lavigne( free tickets somemore!).... but without her, i wont go clubbing. we must chiong zouk on wednesday okay ppl? i want to try long island!!! enjoy your weekends! |
| Wednesday, March 23 |
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why songs are always sad? the truth = i have no freaking idea why. its always about emotion isn't it? the truth is, i've never really conquer my emotions in my teenage years. it always get over me eventhough i can choose to tell myself not to let emotions take control of myself. anyhow, i've just made another song. check it out below. izan - Running Away you're getting out control im tired of playing games i knew right from the start, it was all wrong even if, we were going in the same direction. it was nice to know you, from days to months, sweet moments became sourish memories. you only think about yourself, you selfish damnation fool. chorus: finding straight to tell her, that her life is meaningless. what a loss, you've just lost me 'cos im running away. i'll see you around. and i sat in regret by the radio listening to sick sad love songs. i guess it's always the men who get fucked up now and then. why does it always happen? it seems just like a bad dream but everything's almost over. i know it hurts, but i know you will do it once again. kudos to you for bringing me down.... |
| Tuesday, March 22 |
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[live is about the moment that takes your breath away] monday was pretty good day. had a date with the nice long hair girl to town. dinner @ breeks, play pool @ cineleisure and a movie. heh, i had fun. i freaked out when i played pool cos my black ball went in straight after i break the ball.... this never happened to me before bcos the black ball will always be stationary after the first break. oh anyways, i like this week. even though its my study week cos school already ended last week, im enjoying every single bit of my study break! then today, went to airport with meiqi and emily. wah, we ate popeyes during lunch, and dinner at swensen! im so freaking full now. went there to study la, but in the end, we study for like 2hours only... then chit chat for more than 2hours... funny la~ and oh at swensen, the 3 of us ordered 4 main dish... luckily we could finish all the four main dish. but somebody still wanted to order ice cream.... haha! had so much fun. hmm tmr i plan to stay at home after work to study. anyways, happy birthday to addelyn! if you're reading this addelyn, want to tell you something, you are my 2nd fav colleague now. =) cheers! |
| Sunday, March 20 |
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been slacking a lot the past few days. thursday: i woke up late. class start at 10 i woke up at 9.30. i waited for cab for 20mins and i gave up. so i was thinking why should i waste 6bux on cab when i can watch a movie. hence, i went to westmall. wanted to watch spongebob but i saw lots of kids queuing up for the tickets. so i went to watch hostage at 10.35am(a record for me to watch movie in the morning!). then got back home i slept for 6hours. woke up at night with intentions to study for tmr's exam. but i was too lazy. just read through. friday: Logistic Communication Exam. the lecturer is the most laziest and heck care attitude teacher i ever had. he bribe us with kit kat chocs a week ago and told us to pay attention and behave on just one lesson cos some big shot is coming in to our class to evaluate his teaching. and yes, we took the bribe. haha! back to the exam - when we entered the class, a class before us was having a test, so the tables were separated. since our lecturer wasnt there yet, all of us quickly combined the table back so we could sit next to each other and copy. tell me, what kind of exam a lecturer will let u sit next to your friend and do the paper? but my lecturer did. hell yeah we all copied. i even had my notes under my table. so we were sharing notes during the exam and my lecturer occasionally walk around... and then back to sit on his chair and continue reading something on his desk. and if i get a distinction for this module, i know i cheated. ALL of my classmate cheated. right guys and girls? =) firstly, we really dont like this module because the book is very heavy, i think its like 350pages++. then its not relevant to our course at all and i heard they are scrapping away this module next semester. =). so yeah, who will bloody hell care about it? at least i will look nice on my diploma cert. hehe. there's this guy next to my block who has a drum set. almost everyday i could here him drumming. then i can hear organ, bassguitar from his house too while he's hitting the drums.... damn it, they are playing SKA! i like ska. come on everybody, lets get SKANKY.... |
| Wednesday, March 16 |
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[wait and bleed] As of today, 16/03/05.... its been a year since i last saw INCUBUS in KL. =( i really hope that one day INCUBUS will come to singapore and perform. i heard simple plan and avril lavigne is performing at the end of the month. man they are simply not my type. here's the list of bands i wish that they could perform here. 1st on my list is 1) BLINK-182!!! 2) Finch. 3) System of a Down. 4) New Found Glory. 5) Green Day. so thats my list but i think not in a million years they will come to singapore. fuck censorship. curse words in songs is not harmful but they bring the song alive! ah anyhow, it feels so good to walk alone, shop alone, watch movie alone at town. i love doing that, but the problem is that, i shall never go shopping alone again cos i couldnt control myself. i need some angel to control my temptations. haha. its been like a week plus since i last sms or talk to her... the only thing said was i gave up asking. till now even if we see each other online, we just ignore each other? haha, what a joke man. lets just see how far will it go yeah? i'll just wait and bleed. |
| Sunday, March 13 |
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[please come back] that baby in 'son of the mask' movie is damn cute! haha, i went to watch that movie with serene. fun! after that, talib and irwank crashed at my place.... so, basically they were jamming at my place with electric guitars + electric amplifiers. fun! theres an additional member in my family now. i've got a cute CAT!! my mum reject the idea of having a cat at home since i was a kid eventhough she loves cat but dont want to have one cos it will damage our cushions and carpets(bla bla bla....) but dont know why sudden change of mind tonight. anyway, its a golden brown cat. decided to name it gary (we named it after the spongebob's snail pet) haha! i somehow feel that i miss being part of them. i feel that a good friend will never leave you or stop giving up hope on me. but i felt that she no longer wanna be a part of me. i know i was like so very down and low in confidence two weeks ago. all i need was just help. even after two weeks and after her exams are done, we still havent talk to each other yet? if you feel that its you whom im talking about in this entry, i beg you, please come back to me, friend. i need you. |
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12/03/05: Happy 20th birthday shakin! i was hoping that you could read the small birthday card on the present which i wrote: your jackass days are over dude. damn it, you are 20! next is me! but, what the hell, we lost your present. bad day la. we went to buy kin's present... then went our way to airport. then the guys wanted to withdraw money from the atm. then on of us put the present on top of the atm machine... then one by one happily check their account/withdraw money... and all left the atm machine without noticing the present!! man i feel so sorry and dissapointed with myself. if its like 10bux thingy, i wouldnt mind lah.... but...... shhhh secret, cannot tell what it is... haha. but then, too bad la, can't do anything. careless mistake. then on the way home, i met an old friend. he told me he got robbed by 3guys yesterday at JB. his 1week old 6670 was stolen from him in broad day light le. what the hell. poor thing. on friday, i took cab to school. the uncle cheated my money. rather than taking the usual route. i told him to turn left, then he said, no no no! go my way faster! aiyoo. then too bad la. i lazy and don't dare to argue with old man. scared later he heart attack.... duhz. lol. rather than usual 5bux cab fare from home to school, i had to pay extra $1.50. then another hopeless taxi driver. i took a midnight taxi from sembawang on friday also. sent a friend back to her place at woodlands. then to my place. this time young taxi driver. he fucking cheated my money lor. at least 4bux extra. i slept in the cab. instead from bke woodlands-cck- bukit batok... the fucker drove straight from bke woodlands - jurong corporation- jurong east - bukit batok. fucking hell. anyways, its okay. i felt better after letting this out. haha. okay, got to go back to teevee! have a great weekends! |
| Tuesday, March 8 |
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wanna go to the movies? no. wanna go to the beach? don't feel like so. wanna go out? got plans already. tell you what, i gave up asking. my weekends was good. had supper on saturday at that KTM railway station in tanjong pagar with friends. good food. before that i went to watch White Noise. it was nice to watch a movie alone. but White Noise was kinda sucky. i saw that new Raintree Production movie, The Eye2. The trailers was good. kinda scary. Doodle Board no longer provide free tagboard. so, when im free one day, i shall get a new tagboard. im so freaking bored at home now since there's no more school for me on tuesday. i was thinking should i dye my hair light purple? not whole head, but bit by bit. hmm. |
| Friday, March 4 |
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[nice to know you, goodbye] hey there, i feel that theres actually only one sole mission in this life: to survive every single day. until one day when its time, you're a another history to this world. just face this fact, life is a bitch and then you die. im totally moodless for now. i think i'll go MIA from this blog for a while. Till then, take care always yeah? |
| Thursday, March 3 |
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to all my friends, please be aware. i just got to know this morning that someone impersonate me using my name to tag on your tagboard. that person name is 'izan moffy'. like why the hell should i use that name and start calling people bitch? you know i never call girls a bitch anyhow. i've checked the links on my blog. it seems that the girls on my link were targeted. IM SO SORRY if u people are hurt. I dont know who hates me. and i dont know why. all i can say is that guy is really a no-lifer and go around disturb people. if that person is man enough, reveal yourself will ya? two words for you: grow up! |
| Wednesday, March 2 |
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[r.u.n.n.i.n.g-n.o.s.e.] have you ever wonder why they call it a running nose? i will never know why. why call it running nose? how the hell will the nose run away? ha-ha. oh, what the hell. anyways, im down with the sickness. duhz. i was caught in the rain just now a few times in school and while walking back home. got back home and took a nap and when i woke up, i felt so weak and got myself a running nose. haha! oh yah, i heard the price for a box of ciggarettes will cost you 11bux? a big HA HA HA HA HA TO all of you smokers. stop smoking, stop burning your lips, stop burning your lungs and stop burning a hole in your pocket. come on la.. it used to be $9.50 right? last time when you gave 10dollars, at least you can get back 50cents. now you have to fork out $10+$1 and no change given? MAN THAT SUCK! just quit it! its all mind over matters balls~ think about it. i want to go Johor. |
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[there's something wrong with the eco system] damn, there's something wrong with the eco system but they are not telling us whats wrong! when its a normal sunshining day, its always hot. when its not, it will rain like nobody's business. oh anyway, i slept like 12hours last night? from 8.30pm till the next morning. power! i woke up for a while ard 5am. i heard thunders and it was raining heavily... i was really shocked when i looked out at the window and i can't see the block infront of me. i really thought the rain was dat super heavy and its like a storm. haha. seriously, i tell you im scared when im alone in my room when its raining+thunder! anyhow, have u ever experience a crush on your classmate? this feeling will actually make you have the determination to go for classes so that you can see her every moment? and then, when it comes to graduation, you will be like, oh man, this is the last time im gonna see her..duhz.. so have u ever have this kind of feeling before? i had a lot of this feeling while i was in primary school, secondary school.... but poly? errr, no? haha. remember, you live for once. there's always risk in whatever things you do. why not risk the risk? heh. when you have the chance, go for it! i was suppose to go out to town today after school ends at 1pm, but wth, both of us have a test tmr. never mind, i can always ask you out again some other time yeah?i hope tmr will be a b-e-auuuuutiful day with a perfect weather. got to get a nap for a while now. ciao~ |
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