i woke up this morning early at 5.30 feeling angry still. a lot of things had been happening to me lately. all this challenges makes me just want to run away from it and be alone. anyway i am already alone. i dont have much friends. none of my friends on my handphone contacts will just contact me out of the blue just to ask how am i. seriously, all of us are just busy with our own world.
i still feel angry because i lost 2 items on saturday which cost me a few hundred dollars. the following day, i was accused of something that i didnt mean any harm from doing it. i didt mean to cheat, lie or steal. i am honest. but one thing bad about me is that i am always forgetful.
and yesterday at work. exactly 20mins before going home, i was handling a problematic case that really blew up my mind. all i felt was like wanting to curse the person who was talking to me on the phone. its not fair for an external party to judge my actions or telling me that what i did was wrong.
i had everything accounted for what i did and a proof. if there's still a problem, i will esclate this and i know my boss will support me for this. remember this always: back yourself up in whatever you do. always have something to support you in case if one day when a problem arise.... then u will be able to trace it back.
its not fair for you to accuse me. its not fair that i let you have the access to view whatever i may have. come on, i've been fair and transparent. if thats not enough for you, what else will make you believe me?
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