a friend of mine told me today that self awareness is very crucial. we always lack of it and when we do, here comes ego, anger and greed. i dont get it why people always like to talk something good about themselves or something good that happened to them before.
be humble can? ok no futher comments.
i am happy than ever before. eventhough i face difficulties in relationship sometimes, i will never regret my past nor my decisions. no use regretting over it, its a waste of time. all these difficulties, i tend to make it as case studies and improvise myself. but somehow, sigh, i still make the same old mistake. i think i should physically note down the mistakes and improvements that i've done rather than storing it in my brain cells which sooner or later, will be forgotten.
i am trying my best to maintain relationship with friends, family and girlfriend. i make appointments with gf and family on our own organizer. when i see a free time on my planner, i will ask my friends out. but to keep to an appointment, its kinda hard sometimes cos i tend to be late. my punctuality had made my gf angry many times. duh. i such a lousy bf. and i thank god for her being there for me always and patience with me everytime.
back to self awareness. i think one should at least spend 20-30mins a day to reflect on myself. then un-learn and re-learn stuffs that i had learnt/experienced throughout the day. thats what a lot of successful people always do. they always advise such practise in magazines and online articles! sigh, i want to own an evo or a merc in 5years time baby!
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