Sunday, January 21

[you know that i'll protect you] the trainings are getting tougher. they purposely want to break us down mentally and physically. i'm really tired. once in a while, i kept thinking why am i in this shithole and suffering? but when i saw the lifestyle of my seniors in camp, they are actually enjoying their time of the life in NS because they get to slack almost everyday. never mind, my time will come soon once im no longer a trainee. and i know that im still strong and will not give up. =) my emotions are quite complicated right now. but i know im really different from last time. i guess that i've grown up, no longer being a sissy over love matters. i am confident that if i'm given a second chance, i will really do my best and treasure whatever every single thing about her. its funny that i can hide my feelings when im out with her. i wouldnt wanna show it nor tell her because it will make things so complicated! seriously, i dont wish to destroy it all by saying something stupid because what i have now, i thank god that i'm still here for her and her being an angel. You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far.

Izan blogged @ 1/21/2007 01:18:00 AM

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