Friday, January 26

[there's a fine line between love and hate] i am an introvert person. i feel it this way because this is how i think society thinks of me. whenever im in a group, i'll always talk less. i'd rather listen and evaluate the conversations. sometimes, when im too bored, i might just try to analyze a person's character. haha! but i have a problem. is it hard to find a person to talk with, to discuss your thoughts, happiness and especially problems? yes i have problem finding that right person to talk with. sometimes i just couldnt phrase my feelings or thoughts well. its too complicated to compile the sentences to sum it up. its so unfair that i am always the person whom will try his best to be there for his friends when there's hardly one for himself. maybe its just because i am quiet but that doesnt mean friends have to forget to ask me how i am, right? nevermind, its not my friends fault that they forgot to do so. such things just happen, don't they? im actually quite down right now... but i prefer keeping it to myself and just get over it. but times like this when i remember about my past, i feel hurt over and over again. i just feel like finding someone to confide in but *reality check*, there's no one available. PLEASE, I BEG YOU ALL NOT TO USE ME TO DUMP ALL YOUR WASTED LIFE STORIES AND THEN LEAVE AS YOU PLEASE AND FORGET ABOUT ME. i seriously need to get out of this country again. but i need to wait... just 3 more months only. anyway, edward just appeared in MSN... that indo guy just broke up. and this is what he had to say about relationship. silver surfer says: but relationship is silver surfer says: indah silver surfer says: hahaha silver surfer says: got rainbow and birds haha! ok, i'll be on hiatus from this blog for a while. take care all. --------------------------------------------- Bayangkan kumelayang Seluruh napasku terbang Bayanganku menghilang Semua tanpamu teman Bila napasku lepas Semua langkah yang lelah Semua waktu yang hilang Tapi bayangmu tetap Ingatkanku semua, wahai sahabat Kita untuk slamanya, kita percaya Kita tebarkan arah dan tak pernah lelah Ingatkanku semua, wahai sahabat Ingatkanku semua, wahai sahabat Kita untuk slamanya, kita percaya Kita bagai cerita, wahai sahabat Ingatkanku semua, wahai sahabat

Izan blogged @ 1/26/2007 11:36:00 PM

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