Monday, September 11

i think all the while that i've tried smoking sheesha, i was cheated because it only lasted me for 30minutes. but last night, i tried one at arab street with my platoon mates. my god, it took me only 4-5minutes of it and i got 'high'. i think there was WEED in it!!! The sheesha lasted me for 2 bloody hours even when we're sharing. basket, i got so high that my head was spinning la... or maybe because my stomach was empty. i was quite high that friends thought i was drunk. lol but that moment just lasted for a while. hehe. ahh, life couldnt be any better when you're outside enjoying sunday night. usually by sunday night, i'll be back in camp counting the days that i will see the gate to freedom again. haha! i went out with a friend last friday and she said i look 17! DO I LOOK LIKE I'M 17? if yes, please tell me so. hahahahaha!! oh let me share you a story. i'm quite dissapointed with myself because of something that i once had. there was this girl whom i had a crushed with and surprisingly it was a two way thing too! i was lucky! but we lost contact for a while and eventually got back in touch and just talk once in a while because it was a period of time that i was so busy with work. then she got pissed off with me because she said that when i have new friends, i forget about the old ones. well, i am truly sorry but at least i do managed to call or sms my old friends including her. but i think that cost me something. if only.... if only i could just balance myself well during that period of time, i could still be close to her. oh well, there's a saying that looking forward into the future will heal the past. i'm just sorry and didnt mean to neglect you. hope you're leading a better life now! all the best to you amalina. =)

Izan blogged @ 9/11/2006 04:14:00 AM

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