Monday, July 3

[...and now you have to make a choice. Just Detach.] A month ago, i picked up a new habit. Its called reading. Now i feel that another new habit is coming in. A week ago, i watched two movies. It was Silent Hill and She's The Man. The last weekend, i caught Superman and Just My Luck. Wtf. Its time to get that SAFRA membership card, so i can get $1.50 discount to watch movies during weekends. 'Just My Luck' is just one hell of a girl show. It's okay if you watch it with your girlfriend but not with guys because you will have that fucked up feeling at the end of the show and start to ask yourself why the fuck did you watch this show in the first place. I watched it with my faggot friends... irwank and edward. haha! talib's band performed on sunday at paragon. Honestly, they played well but some songs are a little bit off. The singing tempo was faster than the guitar. Nonetheless, thumbs up to them. they played my favourite songs like Muse - Our Time is Running Out and Unwritten Law - I'm Seeing Red. Great Performance! Anyway, i'm still reading this book called 'Tuesdays With Morrie' by Mitch Albom. Some of you might have read it or heard it because its one hell of a good book. Don't know why but this book heals me spiritually eventhought its just a storybook. It teaches me a lot of things about life. One of the qoutes that i can recite is about Detaching Yourself from EMOTIONS. Do take sometime to read it because its worth it. Take any emotion - love for a woman, or a grief for a loved one. If you hold back on the emotions, if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them, you can never get to being detached because you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails. But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is, you know what love is and you know what grief is. And only then you can say, 'All right. I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment.' -end- So everytime i tell myself, part of life is experiencing something. We experience a lot of things; some good and bad ones. And i tell myself, experiencing something is temporary. sooner or later, it has to stop and it will be just memories and can be applied in the future. So experience it fully while it last. Then just detach from it and move on. =) Incubus - Echo There's something about the look in your eyes Something I noticed when the light was just right It reminded me twice that I was alive And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight My biggest fear will be the rescue of me Strange how it turns out that way Could you show me dear...something I've not seen? Something infinitely interesting There's something about the way you move I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing More subtle than something, someone contrives Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you Strange how it turns out that way Could you show me dear...something I've not seen? Something infinitely interesting ps: i will never have a number 1 haircut ever again because i really look like a leukemia patient(maybe it might be a preview of what might happen in a few years time? haha!) and i spent $49bux on a Volcom Flexicap just to cover my head. what a waste of money, but i like the cap. :p

Izan blogged @ 7/03/2006 01:05:00 AM

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