Wednesday, March 22
[am i that so insignificant?]

my short weekend getaway to a kelong near sibu island for a fishing trip was fun.
though we didnt get the real big fish, we enjoyed ourselves.
things that we did.

1)learnt how to tie a fishing line knot.
2)learnt how to be patient.
3)get ourself sunburn. (i got myself a really bad sunburn.... sigh)
4)smoke cheap ciggarettes (malaysia ciggarettes damn cheap mah)
5)gamble(mahjong & blackjack)
6)eat
7)jumped off from kelong into the sea(4m high). and the kelong is in the middle of the deep blue sea with strong current(scary lo)

i'll post the pictures and videos soon yeah.

now, i wanna say something that been bothering me lately. and if she's reading this, good then.

i've been loving her from the day i knew her. of cos things didnt go well for us. we went hiatus from each other for a while... then came back and meet up.

but it has always been me trying to make u realise that how i tried to salvage our friendship. but recently, it made me think that how i contrast you with my own beliefs.

like i said in my previous entry, i advise people not flirt or you could have done it unintentionally by asking a person who's attached, out. but still, when i got to know that you went out with a big group... then a guy whom you know that he's attached, send everyone home with his car... then u were the last one.... but you guys didnt went home. instead, both of you sat in his car and talk. then suddenly, you guys were kissing. then it strucked your mind that he's attached and his gf is your friend?
wtf?

you should realise that in the first place, that he offered to send you home, make sure u go home. keep that in mind that he's attached. how could you in a split second suddenly allowed him to even kiss you? you should realise that there's a 'SPACE' between you and him.

i know you regretted about this incident. but i can't help to think that you could have done more to stop all this from happening. im confuse about your principle of 'friends'.... the boundary principles of your friendship.

and again, another case, your neighbour is offering you to go out for a night riding in his car... you know he's attached... having a rocky relationship with his gf and his gf hates the fact that he's seeing you eventhough as a friend. and he knows that his gf hates it... but still he's asking you out? what a fucker. and sorry to say to you all my reader, that this guy is my very old kindergaten friend. but i fucking hate his guts.

seriously, what would you feel if you know that your gf or bf is going out with another person of a different sex eventhough as a friend.... definately, there's a tiny bit of your heart aching. can't you realise that you are breaking someone heart girl? you creating yourself a sin! i know in your previous relationship, your ex bf had done this to you... but it doesnt meant that you can do this to other people. this kind of situation is not a cycle nor karmic!

but again, who am i to stop your from doing all this?
but i need to tell you this, i hope you would change for the better and put your priorities first.

why is truth so hard to find in this world?

Izan blogged @ 3/22/2006 01:15:00 AM

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