Tuesday, February 21

[you're beautiful, but i'll never be with you] im disturbed and its taking a toll on me. things that wasn't suppose to happen nor to be heard, it happened to me for the past 24hours. its really true that working makes u feel occupied and bring you away from the harshness of reality. what happened last night was unthinkable. but after meeting that person today, i hope things can really start new. then another incident after work, i heard some stuff from a friend... it really broke my spirit and i felt like giving up what i'm chasing now because it doesn't matter to me anymore. i just really feel that i can be a good friend, but i can never be the person whom you would like to live your whole life with... sometimes i just wanna plan an escape where no1 can find me, then i'll just start a new life, a new enviroment and no where to be found. damn it, i need to study. Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and changed my whole world now, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see, what love means.

Izan blogged @ 2/21/2006 11:31:00 PM

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