Sunday, January 22

a slight misunderstanding between two friends in two different world on their own.... can actually cause an argument. i used to have this good friend. we used to always hang out whenever we can..... then suddenly i just don't know what happened. i became too busy. but no matter what during those busy days, i still tried asking my good friend out. it's always been me who had to initiate to meet up and catch up with each other. things just got silent between us anyway...... i tried my best to salvage our good friendship term.... but now it downgraded to just friends.. don't you get it? good friend and a friend is a two total different thing in practical. A good friend will indeed listen to you and help you out no matter what! But a friend, will just listen, sympathise you and try to help you. A good friend will always never give up on each other! But a friend comes and go. i tried my very fucking best to salvage our relationship as good friends... but i don't see you making an effort at all! are you trying to blame me about my selfish behaviour that i won't want to listen to you what you've got to say? look at yourself first then you come and talk to me. at least a simple word like saying sorry might ease the issue a litle bit. if you want to teach me what a friend is.... look at yourself first. i could still remember the day before i went off to bkk last year... i asked if you would want to meet me for a while cos i wanted to tell you something important.... but no... you actually choose your tv show rather than meeting me.... and i know u did finally wanted to meet up... cos i think you felt guilty... but think about it... what was your initial decision at the first place?? okay. thats it i have to say. to the person who's reading this... im telling this one last time, we are just friends. please don't care about me anymore cos i dont want you to do so. YOUR ACTIONS TAUGHT ME NOT TO CARE SO MUCH ABOUT THE OTHERS WHEN THE OTHER PARTY DOESN'T MAKE AN EFFORT. sorry. ps: go ahead and discuss with your good friends and people related to you how bad am i. thanks.

Izan blogged @ 1/22/2006 12:16:00 AM

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