[what the fuck?]
There are things in this life that i seek and long for but I found out that I'm gonna give up on it for now and put it aside. Tired of living this life in searching for it. I don't think its the right time yet. I should do other things according to importance and preference. Sometimes i just find it hard to continue, failed halfway due to uncertainty and low in morale. But i've now made up my mind. I'll stop looking for it. I thought my youth is over, but i realised that its just the beginning. No matter how old i am, i believe that there's still the spirit of youth that never dies in me. Why frown and be sad everyday?
Don't you think its a waste of time to search for it for years but still unsuccessful? Maybe i should just focus on my needs first rather than searching for things that i can't force to let it come by. People come and leave. How many times have i tried? How many times have i missed it? How many times have i failed? Damn, this scars are here to remind that the past is all real.
I gave up love.
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