Wednesday, September 28

FUCK. just 2mins ago i tried to publish my entry. but it failed. now its gone. so pissed. nvm, i think i could still remember some of it. anyway, i was saying that i've just realised that i only had 6days break from work since 11april. that was when i went to bangkok for 6days. damn it dude. im tired. my ntuc income contract ends this week. i was thinking if they were to extend my contract... should i or should i not accept it? my main motivation to wake up in the morning everyday is for money. work = money! haha. like what i said on my previous entry, i shall not look back at the past. why should i frown and be sad all the time? why should i care so much when that person doesnt even bother to care? why should i still love her so much when she's still dating other guys? why am i wasting my life away by being sad when i can choose to be normal? yes, memories, it hurts. i just want to be my ownself. like a child with no worries. i want to concentrate on my goal. i wanna put my business as a priority now. alot of things to be done and follow up. i got a 2-day roadshow at takashimaya this coming january! =) goodnight!

Izan blogged @ 9/28/2005 11:50:00 PM

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