Monday, July 11

[she called out a warning]

hi there. im suppose to be asleep. but i couldnt bring myself to sleep. i just fucking hate my life you know. this blog is somehow like a place for me to let it all out. really hate this life to the core. its so sucky, everything is like a roller coaster now.

its been like a few months since we grew apart. im confused with myself. i just want to start all over again with her. im really hoping that she will consider to think about what i've told her. we can start all afresh and be happy once more. all the pictures we took, we look so happy. having fun and feeling youth.

you know what makes me feel like this? its all because of being 20, an adult yet single throughout his whole life. okay, enough of my ranting.

i really want to go clubbing and dance. but im really committed with my job. never mind, before kin leaves for taiwan next month, lets have a nights out to club. oh yeah, EDWARD IS COMING BACK TO TOWN GUYS in 3weeks time. and this time he's staying in Singapore longer. so that will make 7 of us to club. me, kin, talib, bud, harith, irwank and edward. i make sure i will convience all of them to go. kin and bud will sure go. harith, i bet he will go. to talib, if you are reading this, you better go brother!! i heard from some friends chinablack got free entry? and the new club, Mo Mo... is bigger than zouk... hmm..... anyway here's another favourite song of mine from incubus. enjoy.

Incubus - Make Yourself

If I hadn't made me
I'dve fallen apart by now
I won't let em' make me
It's more than I can allow
So when I make me
I won't be papier-mache
And if I fuck me
I'll fuck me in my own way

You should make amends with you
If only for better health
But if you really want to live
Why not try and Make Yourself?

Make Yourself


Izan blogged @ 7/11/2005 11:26:00 PM

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