Saturday, July 9

Hey, im back online. My laptop is good as new. only new hardisk la.. hehe. they found a bad sector in my old hardisk.... but luckly i had a friend at the service centre.... he helped me to extract out those IMPORTANT AND SENTIMENTAL FILES for me.... like pictures... especially pictures of me and her.... sigh. in that picture... i look so damn happy.... but now, no longer am i happy. how can we actually achieve happiness? can anyone show me or guide me to happiness? i bet most of you are still finding the meaning of staying alive everyday and getting through all this shit everyday... tell you what, you can never be happy for a long time. it will just be for a short while. there's no ending in finding happiness. isn't it true? anyway, last weekend i went to malacca with a girl friend of mine.... just a short trip... but the next day we checked out from the hotel... she went missing. she left me. i dont even know what happened. sigh, girls.... out of no where... they will just throw their temperamental mood at us. she just left me alone lor a malacca. i was fucked up. i had a fucking hard time to find her. something bad happened to me also when i lost her.... but nvm, i dont want to mention it. i really cannot find her.... until the next day when i returned back to work... i saw her.... at least i was relieved. till now, i dont even know why she left me... i just dont want to talk about it with her... im just really scared that she will throw her temperamental mood at me. at least we are in talking terms now.... and btw, we are just friends for your info. its really good to have a friend who have the same hobby like you... like for my case and her's .... its travelling. so anyways, enjoy your weekend folks! im so sleepy...... *yawnz*

Izan blogged @ 7/09/2005 12:41:00 AM

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