I am very tired. been working 14hours a day for the past two days, and tmr another 14hours. you know, when u're like so tired and keep thinking about that somebody... it suck big time. how i wish i was really tired and all i could think is to rest but noooo.... i keep thinking about her... i've never felt dissapointed this long. i can feel the dissapointment for the past 6months and i've still not moved on yet.
you know how it feels like to care for someone dearly, to sacrifice your precious time and life for her and to be the first one start a conversation by an sms but in return, im not sure if she's forcing herself not to talk to me or either she's busy... but come on... even if you're busy, its not that as if you couldnt spare a few minutes just to say hi and bye? and she doesnt even read my blog anymore (as what she claimed)............
all i wish is just to be happy. fuck this life. when can i ever be happy?
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