Tuesday, June 21

[experience the warmth before you grow old] life's really full of ups and down. and here i am once again, im on my down side. loving someone really hurts. i tried running away from her for a certain a period of time but it didnt help much at all. the feelings are still there. its doesnt matter much if i dont get back the love..... but in my case... i wasnt even given the chance to love her. its always me who start the conversation in sms eventhough im on a very tight schedule nowdays. at least i took the time off to ask her how she is... but she RARELY do it lor. i dont know if she really care about me. i really miss her alot. but only if she still read my blog..... i dont know what else to say.... im really exhausted. you know how it feels like to think about her 24/7 even when u're sleeping, you'll be dreaming of her... and when u wake up, first thing that came up to ur mind.... its her again. sigh. can somebody shoot me at my head for me being emo tonight? im really addicted to 'the warmth' chorus part.... a song by incubus. chorus: So Down Let The World Bring You Down. Not Everyone here is that fucked up and cold. Remember why you came and while you're alive experience the warmth before you grow old.

Izan blogged @ 6/21/2005 11:20:00 PM

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