Wednesday, May 11

[this can't be right] im on the verge of giving it all up now. i wonder if ever one day i just dont care about friends around me. how fucking despair they are, i just wont care. or maybe i should be calculative. maybe i'll help those who did helped me before. i dont know why im in this state now. im not okay. maybe i feel this way cos friends whom i've helped before suddenly like dissapear away once they found what they want. fuck it. im suppose to meet my classmates on 21st may at some pub at marina. i dunno if i should go cos its like FA CUP FINAL on that night. its man utd versus arsenal man. below is my new song. i composed it like 3weeks ago. izan - you've made a mistake Get up, come on. Why are you scared? even if you pray for the stars they are too far to shine for you i left my heart open, just for you to fill it in, but you just dont understand; you left it hurt and broken. i've made a point to burn all our pictures i will try to forget the time we had together but never will i forget what you've done. at the end of the day, and when you sat in regret thinking what you have done, remember, you are my past. even if i found you in a lost and found, i'll pretend i forgot your name. you've made a mistake.

Izan blogged @ 5/11/2005 09:47:00 PM

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