Tuesday, April 12

i can feel the hate rise up in me. in just 2days of attachment, im getting bored of the canteen food. im grateful that i have an office(the aircon is darn cold!!), a table and computer BUT WITH NO INTERNET? geez. there's internet though but i dont have the password. the only thing i could do is surf the company's intranet. i pity ji chuan cos his work at level 5 is somehow like a warehouse assitant cos he handles carrefour stocks... i hope things get better for him.. lucky me, i get to use new technologies like radio frequency identification(RFID) on identifying pallets with goods. cool shit la this kind of technologies... no wonder nowdays alot of industries are talking about it. i get to use softwares that i've never use in school before.... but theres like lots of procedures... makes me sick thinking about it. i wish i know what to do when i have nothing to do at work. cos there's simply no one guiding me all the time. i dont even know who the heck is my supervisor, but i had contacts with my manager... i really cannot wait when he's going to include me into a current ongoing project and none of the colleague(those uncles) know about the project... this is going to be fun once im in it. heh. i really hate sleeping early and waking up early. keppel logistic is such a fucking big place.... maybe i can say its big as half of my campus? i love the coldroom cos its -27degrees. i went in there for 2 minutes, it felt great but if i'd stay there for another 10minutes, i will freeze to death. i hope things get better for me as days pass.... the pay sucks, the food at the canteen sucks, working life sucks! i would still prefer working in the office than doing manual job. i dont think i will ever work in tuas in the future unless if they give me some managerial job... then i wouldnt mind at all... hahahaha. i think i should sit more in my office rather than going down to the warehouse. to kenneth: shit balls, i think im missing her badly. =( My Chemical Romance - Im Not Okay(I Promise) Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay) I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means (I'm not okay) To be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look! I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out Forget about the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed I'm okay I'm okay! I'm okay, now (I'm okay, now) But you really need to listen to me Because I'm telling you the truth I mean this, I'm okay! (Trust Me) I'm not okay I'm not okay Well, I'm not okay I'm not o-fucking-kay I'm not okay I'm not okay (Okay)

Izan blogged @ 4/12/2005 07:30:00 PM

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