Thursday, March 24

[16 missed calls] hey, its really stupid if you think the song on my previous entry is about you? OH COME ON. its not always about you AT ALL. to whoever think that 'you' is you, please don't, bcos its for that somebody who thought that im writing the song about her. that person actually called me while i was at the airport today with meiqi and emily again.... that person was like, 'is that song about me? if its not, who is it for?' if i said that song is not about you, why STILL bother to ask me who was it meant for? you dont have the right to ask at the very first place... anyway, i wrote that song out of boredom aight? im having a happy good life now, why should i BOTHER about you anymore when i've already close that chapter in my life 2weeks ago? oh sorry, i forgot to tell you that. eh wait, i shouldnt be saying sorry 'cos its not my intention to hurt you or watsoever.' remember i said that its been a week that i've last chatted or sms her on my last few entries? i said WE BOTH been ignoring each other right? but somebody said that she thinks that im accusing her of ignoring me? HEY COME ON, im ignoring you too! didnt i said 'WE'? maybe you were too ignorant! hahahaha. oh wait, im NOT sorry if i accused you if you're ignoring me, 'cos its not my intention to hurt you or watsoever.' thats THE ONLY thing i said eversince we last contact. but still she thinks that im accusing her of this and that through my entries, my current song.... like what the hell? you think i have THE WHOLE TIME IN THE WORLD TO FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU IS IT? (= (= (= HEY HELLO, GROW UP OKAY? =) =) =) whatever she said, or how many missed call i had from her, i just couldnt be bothered. it somehow never distract me from studying at all just now. i was quite happy to study eventhough i knew i had 16missed called( like macam something important to say like that yah?) but i totally ignored it. toldja, that chapter of my life is already closed. i've already moved on. not my fucking problem anymore. BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA. ahhh, i've been eating alot of good food the past few days... im sick of popeyes chicken for this week. i want to go clubbing next saturday after exams..... BUT.... somebody got appointment with avril lavigne( free tickets somemore!).... but without her, i wont go clubbing. we must chiong zouk on wednesday okay ppl? i want to try long island!!! enjoy your weekends!

Izan blogged @ 3/24/2005 11:56:00 PM

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