Saturday, January 22

hi guys. its 3.45am now. i couldnt sleep and was thinking to do something productive.... and thus, i've got myself a new layout. i aint a surfer nor am i a poser. i just like waves and i found dane reynolds quiksilver picture a very cool one. i think i should start studying. im gonna have my one week break next week. will use the time wisely. i really wanna get a grade A or B this semester. remember i was talking about why should you be bothered about someone when that person couldnt be bothered with you at all? well, i have a perfect song for it. read the lyrics below man. anyways, im gonna go out for a while now, wander around my neighbourhood for a while and go 7-11.... need to think about alot of stuff.... need some solitude. sigh. Taproot - Day By Day looks like I've fucked up again. what's new? I am always getting out of hand, though in control sometimes just don't give a shit. I get raw, have fun, I love it. so sick of sayin' sorry, those apologies have got to go. but I don't intend to create a pain in your heart, I am a pain in the ass cause that's what I am about. day by day I can see a change in every way some things get worse some things get better I hate to say.... those blatant lies are now a part of my past. I hope I don't get confronted abusing others' minds through control, I don't want it to last, so here I go. I am on my way I am leaving for good. I pray that you forgive me for all of the harm, that I caused cause we were friends, and we had some great times and, that's why I am just fine, cause that's the way it is! I hate to say but, I've declined all your ways.

Izan blogged @ 1/22/2005 03:45:00 AM

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