Sunday, January 30

hey, i was wondering if ever one day there will be no feeling of dissapointment. will that day ever exists? to me dissapointment is all about broken promises and shattered dreams. will ever on one fine day, promises will not be broken.... and dreams will come true? i was thinking, with the friendships i have now, will i still have these special bond with friends until the day i shut my eyes forever? will my current friends still hang on to me even i have wrinkles and walking with a stick one day and reminisce the about the fun old times we used to have? i know life's temporary. and at this very day, suddenly, i declare that im happy to be single. =) sometimes being in situation of dissapointment makes me ponder what is the use of living... im so lost im barely here. i wish i could explain myself, but words escape me. its too late. to save me. you're too late. you're a complete dissapoinment. well im drowning in the next room the last contagious victim of this plague between us. im sick with apprehension. im cripple from exhaustion. i drag the moment when you finally come to kill me.

Izan blogged @ 1/30/2005 03:57:00 PM

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