Monday, December 13
Shit Happens.

today was indeed a nice day. started the day off by going to school with fifi... its been a long time since i went to school with her... it was nice talking to her..
anyway. today was the first time i played billard. indeed it was a very nice experience and it was quite an interesting game. ah, my girl-friends in my class asked me out this saturday to clubbing! hoooray! im so happy!! they say they wanna go chinablack. uh... but i always see alot of people queuing up outside pacific plaza every saturday night. and that sucks. nonetheless, im quite pleased.

anyway, im totally crippled from exhaustion. i need a break i guess. and guess what, i saw yanti after for SUCH a long time while i was working today. she passed by infront of me and she smiled at me while i was holding my ego trying not to acknowledge her... but her smile with those perfect cheeks totally melt my heart.... god.... i couldnt help it but to acknowledge her. i miss those days when im out with her. ah, those were the days. fuck it.

i fixed up my laptop today. now im free from that annoying window's installer pop up asking me for a missing file. im trying my best not to think about anything except for myself. and it helped cos im feeling better. i should take good care of myself.. i dont want to be emotionally hurt... ah you... yeah you. just shut the fuck...i aint listening to you anymore, anyway. i hate you, you emo bastard. get real izan.

blink182- shut up

Shut the fuck up she said
I'm going fucking deaf
You're always too loud
Everything's too loud

Now that all my friends left
This place is fucking dead
I wanna move out
When can we move out
This shit has got to stop
I'll run away

Get the fuck up she said
Your life is meaningless
It's going nowhere
You're going nowhere

You're just a fuck-up she said
I'll live alone instead
She said you don't care
I know I don't care

I'll never ask permission from you
Fuck off I'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home
I'm never going to come back home

I got too fucked up again
And passed out on the plane
Tried to forget you
I can't forget you

No sleep on this flight
I'll think about the nights
We had to get through
How did we get through?


i think its time that i should leave..

Izan blogged @ 12/13/2004 11:51:00 PM

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