Tuesday, December 21
hell yeah today im like contradicting myself alot. i hate indians but yet, i went to mustafa centre with my mum. i was forced to follow her since i got nothing to do. fuck that place man. i almost puke. but nonetheless, my mum paid alot for me today. =) i bought a new shampoo, a new wax, a packet of mini chocs and she treated me and my bro to a dinner. its fun to go out once in a while with family. i have alot of chocolates with me now... u want some? LoLx.

im shocked that my previous scandal called me up today. she told me she got engaged 2months ago. and im not surprised its some other guy. when i was with her(as in close relationship) she had a bf. i knew her bf was playing along with her, but she's just so dumb not to believe me. her bf played her out anyway. she was abused physically.... kesian. but they broke up anyway after that and she found someone else better and get engaged. god, thats like so fast she got over her bf and got engaged to some other guy. she's like only 17 and i left her like around april? my goodness, dats is so young. i hope she wont go flirting around anymore.. she better get serious with her fiance. her voice is always flirtatious and it sound so sickening. see, when u're having a commitment to someone else, better not to flirt around. whatever goes around, it will come back to you.

i regret dating girls who are already having bf last time. i think i wont date them anymore. i dont want to be a third party person in some relationship. and i know i will lose out in the end. hahaha. i have this curse of losing out at the end. i've learnt a good lesson this time. like what fina advised, dont love that person all out unless you know that you can get that person in the end cos it will hurt u in the end... and thats bluudy true. LoLx. ah, all i wish is just to be happy for now. cheers everybody!








Izan blogged @ 12/21/2004 12:19:00 AM

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