Tuesday, November 2

my weekend in JB was very good. alot of nice food and entertainment. went to jb on saturday and it was raining like fuck. my pants got drenched real bad from the rain and it looked like i pissed on it. ah anyways, i didnt shop but my family did. then during the nite i went to bowl at damai bowling academy at johor jaya. and guess wat, i had a HIGH GAME OF MY LIFE, score=182. lolx. i know its pathetic but i really suck at it. i had 4strikes in a row(tyco case). lol. after that went for a supper which i nearly puke cos after i ate.. i saw a cat got run over by a car. fuck, it was so gross. the cat was hopeless. i think the stomach got run over by the car. there wasnt any blood but the cat was totally paralyzed. shit dude i saw it live man. gross. then on the second day, i went for driving with my cousin's car which is a kancil. damn small car but i enjoyed driving it around for like 30minutes. i wanna get a car and a license!!! haiz. if only my dad is a super rich man. haha. got back home last nite ard 3am. currently, im listening to Papa Roach. man i love their songs especially She Loves Me Not. haiz. nobody loves me. =( Papa Roach - She Loves Me Not. When i see her eyes, look into my eyes Then i realize that she could see inside my head So I close my eyes, thinking that I could hide Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head This situation leads to agitation Will she cut me off? Will this be amputation? I don't know if i care I'm the jerk, life's not fair Fighting all the time, this is out of line She loves me not, loves me not Do you realize I won't compromise She loves me not, loves me not Over the past five years I have shed my tears I have drank my beers and watched my fears fly away And until this day she still swings my way But it's sad to say sometimes she says she loves me not But I hesitate to tell her i hate This relationship, I want out today, this is over Life's not fair, I'm the jerk Line for line, rhyme for rhyme Sometimes we be fightin' all the goddamn time It's making me sick, relationship is getting ill Piss drunk stupid, mad On the real could you feel what I feel? What's the deal girl? We're tearing up each other's world We should be in harmony Boy and girl, that is the promise we made Back in the day We told each other things wouldn't be this way I think we should work this out It's all right baby we can scream and shout Life's not fair Life's not fair Life's not fair I'm the jerk Life's not fair She loves me not Loves me not

Izan blogged @ 11/02/2004 01:19:00 AM

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