"Leave me be," he said.

iLL ninO - HoW cAn i liVe.

All that lies in me,

All that dies in me.

How can I live without you?

Why, Yo no entiendo porque,

I know that our lives are the same,

Y mi vida,

Is just a guessing game

A dirty stain

That I cannot play.

But I follow your steps,

In the same way that you just walked away,

And pushed the way through.

I...will...not...live!

Do you think of me?

Do you dream of me?

I always dream about you.

hm, i feel that im missing alot of things in life.. there's alot of things i want to do. i dont want to die young. somebody please show me what it means to be in this world. hm, i want to try new things. for a start, i want to keep my hair long. im not gonna cut it for 2 more months, maybe. heh. im gonna try get better grades this semester. i really want to go to uni after NS. yes, finally im gonna buy a new sports shoe this week. damn, i really miss her alot. time for school now and i hope to see her around campus.