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nobody really understand what im doing behind their back. maybe they think im bitching behind them, maybe complimenting them... they really dont know. even if they knew, they might misunderstood what im trying to do. maybe they think imma destroying their life? they really got no idea about it. how does it feel if u got to know that your bestest freind that u had been through thick and thin have been keeping hard feelings for what you had done unintentionally that hurt his feelings and one day you friend will just blast all those hard feelings at you and you dont even have the chance to settle the problem because u're too hurt to continue and u couldn't bear the thoughts that you friend have been keeping all those hard feelings all the while and just listen and keep quiet thus accepting your fault. Sorry dude, i feel that i've lost my trust in you. You dont understand what im trying to do. I knew i shouldnt have cared about it at all. i know sometimes we need friends to talk with our problem with. If i knew afterall that i've lend shoulder onto you and get hurt in the end, i shouldnt have cared about it at all. Come on, we're growing 19 soon. Nobody knew how much i cried tonite. Its the worse it tell you. No such girl ever made me cry this hard but this concern a long time friendship man. At this time of age, u'll start to choose which kind of friends you wish to grow old with. Well, i guess this is part of becoming adult. i didnt noe you're having personal problems man. I've been very patiently listening to your point of view but everytime when i gave my view, u will shoot it back with other remarks or past time incidents. i cried so much thinking about how much sincerity i had in buying that cd for you birthday man. im not being gay here man but you really hurt me so much man. you just dont understand what im trying to do. sorry dude, nothing last forever, and hell yeah, i cant be a perfect friend indeed.
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