hi. i screwed up my plan on 'screwing her up' phase number1. i eventually asked her out this saturday. i really cant help myself from avoiding 'Y'. its just inevitable. she's just that irresistible. but today it hurts so much seeing her with her boyfriend at her workplace. so much for giving me high hopes and telling me if im gonna be her bf if she's goin to break off with her current bf. oo well, been through this shit twice already. so i tink time will tell me that she's not worth it and im gonna move on. i tink this saturday if she agree to go out with me, well im gonna fuck her life up. yeah man. then im gonna tell her she's not worth my time. lets see if i have the guts to do that... been depressed and talking to myself the past few days. this is scary. i tink i need help.on the bright side, i just got my pay! weee~ got 300++ hehehe. can go shopping liao! gonna have a boring day tml. and hell yeah, ngee ann poly got a Physical Education Module. oo for fuck sake, im 18 and still gotta go for a PE module. wth man. but this time round we can choose sports to play during PE. so i choose soccer! wee~ later dudes.
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